didnt know what i did or do today that lady luck got on to me! somehow its gonna do with 5! it doesnt start with 5 but it ends perferctly at 5..  but why is it 5 again?? questioning myself infront of the mirror in the toilet..
i just so over the sky now... haha.. oh well.. just wanna blog about it.. CHEERIOS!

(this post i found it in my blog draft. it has been there since 2008 !)

男人。心灵。柔弱或坚强？


上帝创造了人类；男人和女人。他们两人之间一定有不同的地方。恋爱，失恋是人生必经的事情，男人没我们想象中那么坚强。他们坚强的外表下，有着柔弱的心灵。受伤了，也会难受，也会伤心。
感情都会经历甜蜜，平淡，这是个必经的路程。可是你要的只是一直的甜蜜，过日子，怎么经得起，一天到晚地玩浪漫呢？我还是爱你，可是不会说出来，放在心里，真正爱的人，不会把甜言蜜语整天挂着嘴边，而是放在心里…… 　　在分手后，听到这些，你们的心里会难受吗？爱情其实很简单，男人只是有些话，没有说出来，没有表达出来。男人比较腼腆，他们把爱放在心里。有时候不开口说，不开口问，不代表我们默不关心。

PS- this is just another side of me .

I believe it was fate that we met, now its up to me to carve our future........

Sometimes fate just so funny and like to play pranks on people.. Two person , may appear at the same place, study at the same institute but never had the chance to come across each other . till certain years later, they came about to know each , start to talk to each other.... whatever it is , fate may be playing tricks on us.. we must remain faithful and believe.. whatever is predestined , it will come.. just like how you come into my life and please my heart.. My heart has not been please ever since 3 years ago. :) 

Things i wanna let you know.. But would you ever be the one? (any chance)

第一：我很丑，但是我很温柔！
第二：我很穷，所以我不会风流！
第三：我很笨，所以我不会骗你！
第四：我没有特别的兴趣，所以只会做工赚钱给你花！
我是真的很不错，我爱我自己！

 

你穿高跟穿累了,我会背你走;
你鞋带松了,我来绑;
你不想吃饭了,我来喂;
你想结婚,我来娶;
你想睡觉,我来抱;
... 你生气,我来哄;
你想白头到老,我陪你;
你变黄脸婆,我要你;

this can be regard as a form of confession . Confession that might not even be reveal or to be known .. this is kinda weird but i think this is how people fall in love under all circumstances?

Here Im back again, like the previous post. im gonna more or less talk about horoscopes again. My this cute little friend somehow got me smitten into this thing which in the past i dont normally will care much about . After reading through those signs im interested in, i found out, most of the facts are quite true.. And matches between different zodiacs.. Of course in this post, i will post the my zodiac.. and match with the signs that im find it interesting , Here it goes.. :)

 Compatibility for Pisces and Leo: Pisces loves the confidence of the bold Lion, who in turn is intrigued by the expressive, insightful Fish. Initially, Pisces feels protected by Leo, but in the end, the Fish feels judged. Probably because Leo can’t understand the Piscean mindset. Not an ideal match. ( I TELL YOU GUYS THIS IS BULLSHIT!!!)

Facts that support the above mentions are bullshit:


-Famous Leo-Pisces Couple: Lucille Ball and Desi  Arnaz
This is one of the most romantic and workable combinations in the zodiac.  Both Leo and Pisces love to fantasize and put their partners up on pedestals.  Both are able to stay on pedestals once put there, too, oddly enough.  This combination can create and sustain an enduring lifelong romance that never tarnishes.  They may not do so well with the practical aspects of career and marriage, but their connection to one another is likely to last forever.

Compatibility for Pisces and Gemini: Relaxed Pisces likes to sleep in; Gemini wants to get up and going. Dreamy Pisces wants to delve into your dreams; Gemini prefers to surf the web. Still, though you come from different planets, you’re both able to adapt, and may make it work. (THIS IS STILL ALRIGHT)

Facts slightly different from the above:
 Famous Gemini-Pisces Couple: Martha and George Washington
 
These two are friendly and talkative. Each of them has an interesting take on reality, and both love to gossip. Their first date might be spent talking for four hours straight. That’s not so unusual for a new couple, but unlike other pairs, these two focus on others’ foibles and delights rather than the personal details of their own lives.

Afterall i still believe that in every relationships, as long as both put in effort, love ,care and concern . Always supporting each other and not controlling, stand by each in regard of what happen. Having trust and mutual respect , give each other enough freedom and space and yet not forgetting each other .. Whatever zodiac matches, even the worst pair, i personally believe will work out. :)

Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has a nice smooth skin and a good figure. She will spend so much effort to keep her skin clean and pretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and make up, but taken care of her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby. She is good at it and tends to look younger than her age. She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% women.
She looks nice in either Jean or night gown. She thinks woman is equal to man. Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will not leave you far behind. She will try not to make you feel like you are competed or defeated in any games she plays with you even she is winning. She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants.

She can not decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her schedule very well in all cases. She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She likes to dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery scent. In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and mostly win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could argue and once a while give you a smile also.

She will make a good politician, because she can tell which party will win the election. She always has good reasons; even she likes to contradict herself. She can not decide what is right and wrong for her, because everything has a good side and a bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might not care what other people think, but Libra woman care what other people, or what you feel as much as her own feeling.
She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be at the ladder up. She likes team work in doing things. If you ask her for help or advice, she will help you except if she does not like your guts. She can change you and make you think you change by yourself without her influence. Good sides of being with Libra woman are she never interferes with your privacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends.
Even she cares about how much money she has left his her bank account; she will never forget to let you know how much she cares for you. She thinks taken care of the house is a woman job and she can do it well. But if you expect a Libra woman to fear you, then you are wrong. She is a strong woman even she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of baby’s looks and may loose you (let you win) in a few poker games.
If she is the one you are after, then go step by step. The best way is using her friends introducing you to her. Do not make her feel or treat her like a bubble head. You have to move forward toward her with confident and secure. Show her that you are a kind, polite and a real gentleman. Be a slow hand or else you might get smack!
Best Relationship Matches

Aries Is your ideal mate despite being your zodiacal opposite. It’s a great evening out of the Venus and Mars’ different qualities: aggression and tenderness, leadership and acquiescence, practicality and creativity.

Gemini They are able to appreciate your understanding of their complex character, and you’re artistically harmonious.
Aquarius You both love people and beauty, although they’re a touch more unpredictable.

Worst Relationship Matches

Virgo Too fussy for you.
Scorpio Too dark for your warm, sunny outlook.

Recently I'm overwhelmed with ideas to blog. Below is one if them......

What Is Love? 

“When you look at love, you're looking into the face of appreciation.”

Throughout the history of mankind, we as a world culture have made love out to be mysterious, complex, difficult, and undefinable. It’s the subject of endless poems and literary works. There is an enormous amount of material available out there about love, a lot of it contradictory.
We’ve been given the impression that to define love is near to impossible. Maybe there’s a fear that if we define it, it would somehow be less powerful...less impactful...less exhilarating. Maybe we like the mystery of it. But is it really that complicated? Perhaps the complications surrounding love come from all “stuff” we add on to this powerful emotion. Lets drop all the baggage surrounding relationships and define what it is we are experiencing in the moment of love.

Basic Components of Love

What do you feel when you love someone? If distilled down to it’s core components, what would those be? Yes, love is an emotion, a feeling, a wanting, and a “being”. We know it feels good, but what specific feelings, wantings, and beings are present when we feel love? Here are the common denominators of love...

Love is Accepting.
Acceptance is labeling someone as "okay" and having no particular desire to change them. Who they are is perfectly fine with you. You pose no condition on whether you will love them or not. This is call unconditional love. When your love IS conditional, the moment they step outside your set of conditions, love wanes. Consequently, love is rarely a constant state but fluctuates based on our degree of acceptance.
Love is Appreciating.
Appreciation is one step beyond acceptance. Its when your focus is on what you like about another. We look at them and feel this sweeping appreciation for who they are, their joy, their insights, their humor, their companionship, etc. When someone says they are "in love" with another, they mean their appreciation is so enormous for this person that it consumes their every thought.
( "Oh man, he/she is so smart, attractive, funny, talented, etc." ..and if they are all these wonderful things AND they like me, I must be pretty darm wonderful too!)
Love is Wanting Another to Feel Good.
We want those we love to be happy, safe, healthy, and fulfilled. We want them to feel good in all ways, physically, mentally and emotionally.

How Do We Express Love?

We don’t always express our love. Love is a feeling and the expression of that feeling is separate. It’s an action. There’s a practical reason we don’t always express our love for another. It’s an issue of TIME. We only have 24 hours in a day (if you make it up that way). If the expression of love was a core ingredient to love, we would have to be stingy with who we loved, because there simply wouldn’t be enough time to demonstrate our love for everyone! If you see the distinction between the feeling and the expression, you can then love endless numbers of people.

Attention

Love expressed is when you give your attention, your time, your focus to someone. Webster defines attention as “the giving of one’s mind to something." There are many ways in which we give our attention to another. We use our five senses. Our ears to listen. Being completely present with the one who is speaking. Our eyes, watching another, undivided attention. Tasting/smelling? (I’ll let you figure that one out). Touching, giving a hug, holding a hand, a caress, or sexual expression. How you express your love depends on the type of relationship.

 PS:you are still the one im thinking about.... Mxxxxxxx

I shall talk about LEO WOMAN in this post.. (Not interested in finding out about man Xp)

She will stand out of the crowd on the street. Leo woman is normally tall or rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she walks like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her. She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident of what she chooses to wear.

Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality. She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories. Being different is what she loves. If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with.
She’s open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily. She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much. She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader. She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct. She is a graceful woman, and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition.

She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident. She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K. She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy.
She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic. She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it’s a plus. She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills. She is a sport type and love sports.

If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town. She is a generous person, so do not be surprise if she gives you a gift more expensive than what you gave her. She likes extravaganza, no cheap gift, no cheap dinner please.
Being poor or broke make her depress. If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her. It’s unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. You can think economical, but do not be cheap.
Best Relationship Matches

Aquarius They are your zodiacal opposite, but they can be your truest companion and there are surprisingly few conflicts that arise from their opposing natures. You prize your humanity, believe in the same ideals, and admire creative pursuits in different and complementary ways.
Aries and Sagittarius Your fire-sign relatives, are also natural companions, but on a more casual level.

Worst Relationship Matches

Gemini They’re mostly mind-oriented, you are all heart.
Capricorn You’ll overpower them, and they’re not likely to forgive your mistakes.
Pisces You’ll hurt them before you even realize it, and they’ll harbor a long resentment.

HELLO!!


4 months overdue? I went missing here for this long.. i really dont have much to blog about.. It has always been unhappy stuff i blogged about. I wanna make a change.. I gonna have a change too.. hopefully it will turn out well.

my life been so dry without love.. but i not till that desperate situation yet. No worries... i will never get into that.. i use my brain to think.. not thy lower part of my body Xp

Recently someone arouse my interest of studying horoscope.. well.. i shall do some research on the horoscope im interested in.. shall blog about it  soon.. Adios!

Loving you is a nice feeling
I love you because you are you
Simple, loving and natural

As what I see day by day
I guess - you're molding me like a clay
You taught me to love you
And be inspired in everything I do

I feel cold every time I see you
But later on it will just calm through
I feel lucky loving you
And glad every time I help you

Loving you is like a butterfly
Free and feeling cloud nine
I fly as I look at you
Sometimes I don't know what to do

I smiled at you
And you smiled back at me
But if somebody comes along
I get mad, nothing more
I can do but understand

Jealousy could do nothing
But hurt my feelings
Now, no matter what
Jealousy would not overlap
For I know, loving you is all I can do.

To your face I'm a friend,
but when I think of you,
I don't know where the Passion begins,
I think of you night and day,
I just don't tell you
what I'm about to say,
you control my every thought,
you may not even know it,
when I'm around you i try hard not to show it,

you're who I want to be with
together till the end,
but as far as you're concerned,
I'm just a close friend,
you may not want to believe this,
or even think it's true,
but what I'm trying to say is,
I want to be with you...

A shooting star flew by
And you quickly came to mind
You're exactly what I wanted
You're what my thoughts would find

Our friendship flashed before me
And a smile I found on my face
I loved each and every moment
Of your sweet enchanting grace

I was memorized so much
By the words that you would speak
I couldn't seem to help
That I'd always grow so weak

At first I liked our friendship
How we could trust each other
How our friendship grew so strong
With one another

I'm not sure when it started
But i began to fall for you
I couldn't stop my feelings
There was nothing I could do

But soon my feelings grew stronger
And you're all I thought about
My heart was beating only for you
And in that there was no doubt

I tried to get over it
Knowing it would never be
Knowing I was just playing with my feelings
Thinking you would fall for me

I didn't tell anyone
Not even my best friends
Didn't want to risk our friendship
Didn't want it to end

I couldn't control it
I yearned for you so much
Didn't want anything else
Except your gentle touch

I kept my mouth shut
Trying to deny it to myself
Pretending I didn't have those feelings
Lying to myself

This love is starting to hurt
Pretending it's not real
Trying to put it in the past
Refusing to reveal

i hope i hope i hope
i wish i wish i wish





i just wanna shout it out.. write it on my wall.. but i cant..
covered up... locked away...

PS: how are you doing? kept thinking of you Mxxxxxxxx

life is full  of up and downs,
But the distance feels further ,
when its falling for ground,
and there is nothing more painful
then to let your feelings take you down.
its so hard to know the way you feel inside
when there's many thoughts and feeling that you hide
But you might feel better.
if you let me walk by your side
and when you need a sholuder to cry on
when you need someone to rely on
when the whole world seems like it has forsake uu,
you wont be alone, cause i will there.
i will be your shoulder for you to cry on
i'll be there , be the someone for you to rely on. all of the times
when everything is wrong
and you're feeling like there's no use going on.
you cant give up, i'll help you work it out
and carry on.
side by side with you till the end.
i'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand.
no matter what is said or done. i will never be the one leaving you behind.....
You'll have my shoulder to cry on
i'll be there , i'll be the one to rely on
when the whole worlds gone
You wont be alone cause ill be there
and when the whol world gone
you'll always have my shoulder to cry on...

i cant imgaine i came up with all this.. after a few mths .. this is how i start my blog again!
sorry , emotional is my style. dont judge me..

PS: ARE YOU DOING FINE?? Mxxxxxxx