Loving you is a nice feeling
I love you because you are you
Simple, loving and natural

As what I see day by day
I guess - you're molding me like a clay
You taught me to love you
And be inspired in everything I do

I feel cold every time I see you
But later on it will just calm through
I feel lucky loving you
And glad every time I help you

Loving you is like a butterfly
Free and feeling cloud nine
I fly as I look at you
Sometimes I don't know what to do

I smiled at you
And you smiled back at me
But if somebody comes along
I get mad, nothing more
I can do but understand

Jealousy could do nothing
But hurt my feelings
Now, no matter what
Jealousy would not overlap
For I know, loving you is all I can do.

To your face I'm a friend,
but when I think of you,
I don't know where the Passion begins,
I think of you night and day,
I just don't tell you
what I'm about to say,
you control my every thought,
you may not even know it,
when I'm around you i try hard not to show it,

you're who I want to be with
together till the end,
but as far as you're concerned,
I'm just a close friend,
you may not want to believe this,
or even think it's true,
but what I'm trying to say is,
I want to be with you...

A shooting star flew by
And you quickly came to mind
You're exactly what I wanted
You're what my thoughts would find

Our friendship flashed before me
And a smile I found on my face
I loved each and every moment
Of your sweet enchanting grace

I was memorized so much
By the words that you would speak
I couldn't seem to help
That I'd always grow so weak

At first I liked our friendship
How we could trust each other
How our friendship grew so strong
With one another

I'm not sure when it started
But i began to fall for you
I couldn't stop my feelings
There was nothing I could do

But soon my feelings grew stronger
And you're all I thought about
My heart was beating only for you
And in that there was no doubt

I tried to get over it
Knowing it would never be
Knowing I was just playing with my feelings
Thinking you would fall for me

I didn't tell anyone
Not even my best friends
Didn't want to risk our friendship
Didn't want it to end

I couldn't control it
I yearned for you so much
Didn't want anything else
Except your gentle touch

I kept my mouth shut
Trying to deny it to myself
Pretending I didn't have those feelings
Lying to myself

This love is starting to hurt
Pretending it's not real
Trying to put it in the past
Refusing to reveal

i hope i hope i hope
i wish i wish i wish





i just wanna shout it out.. write it on my wall.. but i cant..
covered up... locked away...

PS: how are you doing? kept thinking of you Mxxxxxxxx