so boring luh



wednesday morning now i am alrdy rotting.
what is life?

let say, what is love? i dont get it. Explain to me please.!

Im always having more downs than UPs in my life.
How come sial.? Anyone can pls tell me.

I dont know what to blog about . Really bored.
What is going on down here .
No love no plans no money.
WAH.. This kinda life how to survive.?

How come other peoples life can be so colourful yet mine is so dull.?
This doesnt suit my theme of my blog !

Perhaps Love

On-je-yot-don-gon-ji / gi-yong na jin ah-na
ja-ku nae mo-ri-ga / no-ro u-ji-rop-don shi-jak
han-du bon-shik / doh-oh-ryu-dun seng-gak
ja-ku nul-o-ga-so / jo-gum dang-hwang-su-ru-un i ma-umpyol-il-I ah-nil su
it-da-go / sa-so-han ma-umi-ra-go
ni-ga ne-ge ja-ku (ne ge ja ku)
ma-rul ha-nun / geh o-saeng-han-gol


sa-rang-in-ga-yo / ku-de nah-wa gat-da-myon shi-jahk-in-ga-yo
ma-mi jah ku gu dael / sa-rang-han-dae-yo
on se-sang-i dud-du-rok / so-ri-chi-ne-yo
wae i-je-ya dul-li-jyoh oooohh…
so-rol man-na-gi we-hyae / i-je-ya sa-rang cha-jat-da-go
ji-gum nae ma-umul / sol-myong-ha-ryoh hae-do
ne-ga nae-ga dwe-o mamul nu kki nun bang bop ppun in de

i-mi nan ni / a-ne / it-nun-gol
ni a-ne / ni-ga it-du shi
u-rin so-ro-we-ge (so ro we ge)i
-mi gil-dul-yo / jin-ji mo-la

Seng-gak-hae-bo-myon (saeng gahk hae boh myuhn)
Manh-un sun-gan-so-ke (so ke)
Ol-ma-na manhun (yeah) sol-le-im it-ot-nun-ji
jo-gum nujun gu man-kum nan do jal-hyae jul-kke-yo

ham-ke hal-ke-yo / chu-wok-i dwel giokman sol-mul-hal-ke-yo
da-shin nae gyote-so / ddo-na-ji ma-yo
jjal-bun sun-gan-jo-cha-do bul-an-han gol-yo
nae-ge mo-mul-lo-jwoyo oooohh…
Gu-dael i-roh-ke ma-nhi (gu to rok ma-nhi)
Sarang-ha-go wi-so-yo (gu dae yo ya mahn) i mi


i like this song very very much. :)

Perhaps love (english)

I don’t know when it all started

When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you

These thoughts would often pop up in my mind

I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you

It’s nothing.. it’s just a little thingY

our words are awkward to me

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?

My heart keeps saying it loves you

It screams out for the whole world to hear

Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?

We’ve finally met.. finally found love

If I wanted to show you how I feel

The only way would be for you to become me

I’m already inside of you

Just like you’re inside of me

To each other [to each other]

We may already be too accustomed

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?

My heart keeps saying it loves youI

t screams out for the whole world to hearWhy has it taken so long for me to hear it~?

We’ve finally met.. finally found love

When I think about it [when I think about it]

I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled

I’ll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings

I’ll be with you, I’ll only give you fond memories

Please don’t ever leave me again

Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy

Please stay by me~

I already love you so much (you’re the only one)

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensationsSeduce me 'cause I
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart'
Til my dying da

HUR HUR


deleted the Prev two entries as i think they make no sense luh.
So ya.. i dont think that should those remind here as at that moment of time, i dont know what im talking about...

Ya. Now i wake my senses up . I think ya. I have been stubborn recently. If jason reads this. he will know what im talking about. Jason LEE. AM i right? lol I think i will slack now la. dun be too bother about the stuff Both jason n i are bothering about, jason n i has have the same trouble. nOW i will let it come to me. not i go to them. haha. like that i wont be so tired and irritated.

Nv come then nv come . I used to it. i Actually quite like the times of few months ago or perhaps few weeks ago. no stress no nuts. healthy lifestyle.

now everyting is back to Square One. Treatin everything as per normal.

so long ever since i update..
hmms. nth actuali happen to be mention till my bdae 11th of march.
on my birthdaY, i actually help one of my friends move his house. haa. as i had nth nice or special to do.
as my friend need my help/ i just went down to help. It was not a wasted trip i can say.
It was fun and i stayed at his place. new and old one day each.

get to know two pple. one i wont be mentioning cause im not interested as i dont hv any good impression of the person.. im not going to mention the gender, haha.

the other one hmms.. name s.wing. haha. what a nice to name to have ha. SWING HERE AND SWING THRE like a SWING. lol. no offence if u happen to read my blog.
yea,.. luckily i did went yo help jason to move house. if not i wont get to know u alrdy. M i right? haha.

Something has not happen is now happening. Is it for real? haha. PRAY! Guess what am i talking about ba. aahhhhaa

"A beast in a jungle fall for a beauty from a city"

see that line of sentence before? or hear anyone discussing similar topic? this sentence i got it from a movie. featuring king kong, dinosaurs and people. Forget what is the name of the movie call. but anyway, this king kong was mersmerised by a lady from city. in the king kongs eyes, he can only see her n her beauty. nth esle.

can u imagine an animal or i shall say a beast fall for a human being. haha. actuali the morale of the story is that the lady is so damn beautiful that a beast can fall for her. haha. seriously. im acting like the beast now. haha. Mesmerised by xxxx. how? but the beast died in the end. im surely not going to die. the beast n the lady cant get together of cause , due to size and the form of nature. one is a beast, and one is a human. but for my case, even both me n xxxx is human. we still cant be tgt. haa. this time is due to humans factor.

wondering when i can get a sport car to drive. LEXUS one is so damn nice can. i so into that now. i want to drive.

looking forward to CNY!!!!

cannot imagine she reply my email. haha. i was looking forward to this mail. but didnt really expecting her to reply. cause she is such a busy woman now i guess. overall. im happy!! haa.

haa. this line: " he is the prince charming in the heart and isnt it that the most important?"
this line i will rmb for my life. so ones dun judge pple by looks but character and personalities. ya.. everyone say so. but. im confused!! seriously.

for example. a guy approach a girl. no matter wad.. appearance surely come 1st cus u hv too look at the face wad.. jus got to know each other. cfm dunno each other character one right. so i feel abit contridicting. haha.. mayb this dun apply to owns' bf and gf. haha

but i shall not think too much now.
i will wanna focus my buliding up my body now. i know it will be difficult. but i will try. for the sake of something. haha. that will be my motivation.

i have yet get my clothings for Chinese New Year. DAMn!! no money is such a headache la. how.. save mi!!

clarification here. thank you.
haha.. Hope anyone out there dun get misunderstood that i like DAWN YANG
PLEASE! I DONT!

the " i wanna get close to her" meaning i wanna know her in person. nth else.. ok.

she is a celeb now . if i like her.. seems abit too FAR la.

ok. done with clarification.

back to the main topic:

today is a brain cells killing day. i have spent almost the whole day in school doing my assignment. Luckily. there is help from my friends. if not , haa. my brain is alrdy dead by now.

cant imagine that i will actually stay back in school till late n do. tats so unlike mi la.. haha. nvm . once in a while i wil be good boy.

came to realise something when i came across a few pics. i realise that two or more person may appear in the same area. place. area.country. but u jus cant meet the person. now i know fate does play an important part. it is very very important. if fate was there, i tell u. everything in love will be easy. but that doesnt seems to be happening. im so sad when i came to know that.

i have been to that place. that area. that country more than i visit sentosa. but why when she was there .. i got no chance to see her. ya. i admit that that country is bigger than spore.. but why jus cant god create this little one oppurnity. and why now let mi know that i was actually been to the place she been before and yet cant bump into her.

and yet.. spore is so so small. why cant i bump into her too.. come on! population in here is so small little la can. why why why? i hv millions of why . stop for now. got test to study for

u guys up there jus dun hv the rights to do so, (NO OFFENCE)

long since i have updated... far too long even for me to even know when was my last update.

since i have nth to do now in class. i just hope in blogger.com to at least feed my blog. haa. if not it will be hungry...!
just how nice it will be to stay at home , watching tveE! admiring pictures. how i wish !

its so nice of my lecturer mr redman to cancel the class on this thursday.. ha. at least i hv sth nice to mention in this 1st entry of 2008.. the prev entry i rmb was a terrible sad one.hope there wil not be anymore that kinda stuff anymore in near future.. no! i should say it must not come near me.

i nvr once notice or even bother how dawn yang looks and stuff about her. but recently, i came her across her stuff . most imptly her real person. haha. after so long, and her pics. that was like oh my god. how can i missed out someone who is so so so pretty out there . luckily enough now it is not too late . haa.. now im starting to get engrose about her.. i want to know everything about her n stuff.. But.. but.. im not going to be a stalker. trying to seek means to get close to her. haa.. this might seems to be impossible.. yea. i know. she is a celeb/artise now. how can i know her when im nobody.
i want to be somebody!!! i had email her when i dont even know whther is that her email or wad? jus trying my luck down there. haha.
anyway. im a happy go lucky person.
no commitment involved down there.. haa...
~merci~

cannot imagine that i hv to start my blog after so long with a sad posting. OUR national Dragon Boaters which consist of two of my SEC school teachers had encountered a mishap in cambodia. wad a news to be known. 4 went missing. one died. The one who passed away is my teacher. i was shocked when i was being told.

life is so unpredictable. there are babies being born. given life. there are also people passing away. life being taken away. regardless of young or old. this is life. so much of sadness and happiness. all of them is unpredictable.

*prayers to the national dragon boaters*

because of ur smile, my life become more beautiful. a sentence i saw today on a girls back.. on her shirt. this caught my attention. haa. dunno why. so boring ..

duno wad to blog about.. hmms. this gal i wanna know more.. trying to get closer wif .. hmms. seems successful . nth is blocking mi. haa. but who knows wad futures behold.. still hv yet to ask her out.. hmms.. dunno is it appropriate?haa.

shall see!

unlucky or lucky?





im said to be lucky cus i found you
im said to be unlucky cus i cannot reach you

im so high whenever i tot of the incident. i smile
but i realise. it all can only be dream.
i mus bring back myself to reality. thou u reali exist

how can i satisfy my desire to get close to u..
only in my dreams.
searching for an impossible? i tink most probably yes!

happy yea im happy
sad oh im so sad..
isnt it so vague.?

i wan it tat way!

long long time nv blog alrdy.. lol. duno wad title to put. so jus start straight.
school started for a week alrdy.. nth much happen.. jus like mornal.. but i start to love school..
cus i can see alot of gals.. haha.. still cant find a gf in np.. dunno why. haha... so many gals man..
but i seems to know very few of them.. hais.
how?

title: motivated!!




someone out there give mi the motivation to get my license!!!!!!
i will get it soon!!!!

title: the something i missing in my life now!





the feeling that im lacking.
the feeling that im short of.
the feeling that im missing alot.
the feeling that im oways wishing for.
now.currently.at every moment im still trying hard to seek for the feeling.

the feeling of having a girlfren by my side. haha.. how heavenly it will be wif a girlfren by my side now. it feel so different from being wif frens , family and other people. the kind of feel, the moment which nothing can be replace. i kinda miss it. haha. (die for sure) ---> loneliness and emptiness growing in me! oh no.. AM I GONNA HAVE DEPRESSION? (LOL). days are so liveless, boring,. rotting in front of my TV set and my laptop. ohya. cannot forget my doggie (momo) lol. it has been a yr tat im single. haa.. still canoot mit the gal of my cup of tea? i pray. to whatever god im under or belongs to.i do. for a gal t drop from the sky.. haha.. but from a movie.. i have that god doesnt give u directly for wad u pray for. they create opportunities for u to fight for it. but that problem is .. i dun see any of that coming to mi. haa.. oh god! will i die a single? lol.. im not desperate or wad . im jus venting sth into my blog.
i hv not update for quite sometime too. so ya.
i still believe that she . she she she , one of them is meant for mi.. mayb im still dreaming .. who knows ya.? i got nth to look forwrd everyday. everything seems to be the same once i open my eyes . nth special.. nothing for mi to look frward leh. hais.. jus like plain paper n plain slice of bread. no colour no tatse. actuali got la.. when i sweat lo. SALTY!! haa

done alrdy lo. hais...

we were made for each other.

i hope u know it!

back from HongKong!





finally back from hongkong. been thre for a week ba. the weather was hot ! BUT. overall alrite lo. i hv been to hk for more than a dozen times lo... once got holiday will go ther.. jus like my 2nd home. haha. how nice if im staying there .. haa.. got 4 seasons.. and hk is a shopping paradise. lol



have been thinkng.. ( i hv came across some cute gals in hk) n i saw some cute gals wif some average guys . haha.. when is turn??? hhaaa.. wanted to hv a gf!! haha cant seem to hv one lo.. dunno why ! haha...

hahaha...




gucci belt is on my waist. LOL