im seriously sick and it kept me out of school for two days alrdy. wonder how much will i miss out man? hate the weather now . I have not been sick for so long alrdy. now let me sick till gao lat isit? Anw. one day there is a lady. i think is a surveyer asked me this. " what kind of girl will let me stare at her non stop? i replied u alrdy let me looked at u non stop. haa. cuz the surveyer was really damn cute la. ha. then she asked. do u believed love at 1st sight. i replied. yes. now its alrdy happening. aha. then she blushed. haa. ltr i told her to relax im only joking. BUt i do really believe love at 1st sight . aha. thou it has not happen for long. but ya. it is still my believe. lol

strange things are really happening la. aiyo. i had a dream on monday night and sunday night. both i dreamt of a girl that the is most unlikely one. i know her and she knows me. but that girl and me nv once hang out before. only interact while in camp. thats the only period. so ya.i cant find any reason to dream of her. i was kinda surprise. now bishan is gonna rain ,. wth ! sun rise and ltr rain. no wonder i will sick. damn the weather.

damn. Fall sick due to work heat and not enough slp. cannot take it man. tml may be skipping school alrdy . Spoil my perfect record so far. maybe tml i will force my self to go. or maybe go see doc take MC and it wont be affected? haha. still considering my option thou.

SHAUN u enjoy la. go air con place see char bo. NB! wahahha . the sales today was not bad . hmm. so can say its quite worthwhile ba. i do enjoy the working process but. the heat and sun is the main thing i hate. Arrgh. Going out on wed. im looking towards. SHAUN. dont joke with me hor. aha..

ADIOS!

OH.. this week quite happening to me . so far i hv enjoyed very much this week . Haa. Thou is abit tiring. But who cares about that if i enjoyed myself.
so YA. THanks to LILIN HUI KEE HUITING(hui kee's Cousin) SHAUN SEAH.

all my sec school good friends. Went to DBL O and O bar. didnt manage to hook ahy girls as i dont ha ve to mood to. Mayb I hv not been clubbing for a certain time. the music and the lightings are making me dizzy. ahha. sound s weird but its true. LUCKily enough hui kees cousin did dance with me. got SHAUN SEAH get the larger porpotion of time with her and he is so happy about it. im really glad that we can still meet up after so long ya. IT really fun .

YEA.. so now shaun and i make clubbing an activity that shoildnt be miss once a week till his NS enrolment. so ya. I must be very rich every week to go clubbing. Its so funny that i think of teasing my FREn with SLK . truly.. its a expensive car thou. why some girls just like just go towards richness leaving guys aint rich like me aside. doesnt it make sense.? is this love? hui kee. u can go die liao la... ahahaha.. only see GIM but not Xim. LOL.

starting to blend into the new clsmates and the school..
so many new faces in school i saw,

im so tired. still cant adjust my body time clock. i guess i will nv turn it back to normal.
as in dont hv normal sleeping time.

Is April the sad month or what? so many couples breakup cases. thou some may not occured in the month of April but i came to know those break up incident in April. ohman..

Ytd i was arguing with my friend whether Love At First Sight exit in this world. i say "Ya there is". my friend totally disagree and said there is no such thing as that. But i really do believe in that cuz im in that situation now. SO my friend and i debated for quite sometime. and finally came to a conclusion that his Love At First Sight and my Love At First Sight is different. Hmm. Perhaps ya.

Till now i still cannot forget the girl i saw at Orchard Far Eas Plaza..

God! can u arrange a time a venue a date for us to meet again? PLEASE!

WOW... so long nv touch my laptop !!!
I miss my Laptop so much!!


school starts! looking for the days ahead!

finally YR 3

Im going to tune back my memories to 1st JAN 2008

im going to not pretend to know everything. But practically , frankly
erasing eveything. yea. im going to do that. So i can Live HAppier.

so Anything that happen During this few months will be erased completely W/o Fail.

Regardless of PEOPLE, RACE, OR RELIGON. EVENTS, THINGS And ETC, will be completely be gone. I HOPE SO!

BRAND NEW MEMORIES WILL BE INSTALL!

_____________________________________________________________________________


to my dream girl

hey. how can i locate u? regretted nv ask for ur contacts. Saw u thrice at far east. one time that u r so near me . i dont dare to look straight to u. haha.

HOPE WILL BUMP INTO U AGAIN.

u r natural beauty!! haha

this time i dont know how to express myself.

all i know is Im missing someone

the feeling isnt good to have.

Im so sad to know the person you like wasnt me.

but its alright. i will still do my part to comfort you whenever you are feeling sad.

its so uncommon to see me falling into this kind of situation again.

this kind of feeling sucks , worst than not having a girlfriend.

Now im planning to change my principle of life.

Doing something that i dont really aprrove on .

I had already tried it out once recently.

feels great thou. no string Attached relationship

More of a fling kind of thing.

What about one night stand?

sooner or later, this will come in as a form of habit soon.

This wont bring any pain i guess to me or to other party.

as this doesnt consist any commitment.

this is just making good use of each other when there is a need?

I fuck care if there is Karma. Im single. I wwant to play.

Im gonna enjoy life now as im alrdy 20. thou thats not an UNCLE age.

but ya. i have been leaving behind peoples shadow.

Waiting for the impossible to be possible.

im not gonna bring misery to myself.

im gonna end this.

i guess it had already start on the 27th march 2008.


AGAIN, someone pls jugde me!

so boring luh



wednesday morning now i am alrdy rotting.
what is life?

let say, what is love? i dont get it. Explain to me please.!

Im always having more downs than UPs in my life.
How come sial.? Anyone can pls tell me.

I dont know what to blog about . Really bored.
What is going on down here .
No love no plans no money.
WAH.. This kinda life how to survive.?

How come other peoples life can be so colourful yet mine is so dull.?
This doesnt suit my theme of my blog !

Perhaps Love

On-je-yot-don-gon-ji / gi-yong na jin ah-na
ja-ku nae mo-ri-ga / no-ro u-ji-rop-don shi-jak
han-du bon-shik / doh-oh-ryu-dun seng-gak
ja-ku nul-o-ga-so / jo-gum dang-hwang-su-ru-un i ma-umpyol-il-I ah-nil su
it-da-go / sa-so-han ma-umi-ra-go
ni-ga ne-ge ja-ku (ne ge ja ku)
ma-rul ha-nun / geh o-saeng-han-gol


sa-rang-in-ga-yo / ku-de nah-wa gat-da-myon shi-jahk-in-ga-yo
ma-mi jah ku gu dael / sa-rang-han-dae-yo
on se-sang-i dud-du-rok / so-ri-chi-ne-yo
wae i-je-ya dul-li-jyoh oooohh…
so-rol man-na-gi we-hyae / i-je-ya sa-rang cha-jat-da-go
ji-gum nae ma-umul / sol-myong-ha-ryoh hae-do
ne-ga nae-ga dwe-o mamul nu kki nun bang bop ppun in de

i-mi nan ni / a-ne / it-nun-gol
ni a-ne / ni-ga it-du shi
u-rin so-ro-we-ge (so ro we ge)i
-mi gil-dul-yo / jin-ji mo-la

Seng-gak-hae-bo-myon (saeng gahk hae boh myuhn)
Manh-un sun-gan-so-ke (so ke)
Ol-ma-na manhun (yeah) sol-le-im it-ot-nun-ji
jo-gum nujun gu man-kum nan do jal-hyae jul-kke-yo

ham-ke hal-ke-yo / chu-wok-i dwel giokman sol-mul-hal-ke-yo
da-shin nae gyote-so / ddo-na-ji ma-yo
jjal-bun sun-gan-jo-cha-do bul-an-han gol-yo
nae-ge mo-mul-lo-jwoyo oooohh…
Gu-dael i-roh-ke ma-nhi (gu to rok ma-nhi)
Sarang-ha-go wi-so-yo (gu dae yo ya mahn) i mi


i like this song very very much. :)

Perhaps love (english)

I don’t know when it all started

When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you

These thoughts would often pop up in my mind

I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you

It’s nothing.. it’s just a little thingY

our words are awkward to me

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?

My heart keeps saying it loves you

It screams out for the whole world to hear

Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?

We’ve finally met.. finally found love

If I wanted to show you how I feel

The only way would be for you to become me

I’m already inside of you

Just like you’re inside of me

To each other [to each other]

We may already be too accustomed

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?

My heart keeps saying it loves youI

t screams out for the whole world to hearWhy has it taken so long for me to hear it~?

We’ve finally met.. finally found love

When I think about it [when I think about it]

I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled

I’ll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings

I’ll be with you, I’ll only give you fond memories

Please don’t ever leave me again

Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy

Please stay by me~

I already love you so much (you’re the only one)

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensationsSeduce me 'cause I
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart'
Til my dying da

HUR HUR


deleted the Prev two entries as i think they make no sense luh.
So ya.. i dont think that should those remind here as at that moment of time, i dont know what im talking about...

Ya. Now i wake my senses up . I think ya. I have been stubborn recently. If jason reads this. he will know what im talking about. Jason LEE. AM i right? lol I think i will slack now la. dun be too bother about the stuff Both jason n i are bothering about, jason n i has have the same trouble. nOW i will let it come to me. not i go to them. haha. like that i wont be so tired and irritated.

Nv come then nv come . I used to it. i Actually quite like the times of few months ago or perhaps few weeks ago. no stress no nuts. healthy lifestyle.

now everyting is back to Square One. Treatin everything as per normal.

so long ever since i update..
hmms. nth actuali happen to be mention till my bdae 11th of march.
on my birthdaY, i actually help one of my friends move his house. haa. as i had nth nice or special to do.
as my friend need my help/ i just went down to help. It was not a wasted trip i can say.
It was fun and i stayed at his place. new and old one day each.

get to know two pple. one i wont be mentioning cause im not interested as i dont hv any good impression of the person.. im not going to mention the gender, haha.

the other one hmms.. name s.wing. haha. what a nice to name to have ha. SWING HERE AND SWING THRE like a SWING. lol. no offence if u happen to read my blog.
yea,.. luckily i did went yo help jason to move house. if not i wont get to know u alrdy. M i right? haha.

Something has not happen is now happening. Is it for real? haha. PRAY! Guess what am i talking about ba. aahhhhaa

"A beast in a jungle fall for a beauty from a city"

see that line of sentence before? or hear anyone discussing similar topic? this sentence i got it from a movie. featuring king kong, dinosaurs and people. Forget what is the name of the movie call. but anyway, this king kong was mersmerised by a lady from city. in the king kongs eyes, he can only see her n her beauty. nth esle.

can u imagine an animal or i shall say a beast fall for a human being. haha. actuali the morale of the story is that the lady is so damn beautiful that a beast can fall for her. haha. seriously. im acting like the beast now. haha. Mesmerised by xxxx. how? but the beast died in the end. im surely not going to die. the beast n the lady cant get together of cause , due to size and the form of nature. one is a beast, and one is a human. but for my case, even both me n xxxx is human. we still cant be tgt. haa. this time is due to humans factor.

wondering when i can get a sport car to drive. LEXUS one is so damn nice can. i so into that now. i want to drive.

looking forward to CNY!!!!

cannot imagine she reply my email. haha. i was looking forward to this mail. but didnt really expecting her to reply. cause she is such a busy woman now i guess. overall. im happy!! haa.

haa. this line: " he is the prince charming in the heart and isnt it that the most important?"
this line i will rmb for my life. so ones dun judge pple by looks but character and personalities. ya.. everyone say so. but. im confused!! seriously.

for example. a guy approach a girl. no matter wad.. appearance surely come 1st cus u hv too look at the face wad.. jus got to know each other. cfm dunno each other character one right. so i feel abit contridicting. haha.. mayb this dun apply to owns' bf and gf. haha

but i shall not think too much now.
i will wanna focus my buliding up my body now. i know it will be difficult. but i will try. for the sake of something. haha. that will be my motivation.

i have yet get my clothings for Chinese New Year. DAMn!! no money is such a headache la. how.. save mi!!

clarification here. thank you.
haha.. Hope anyone out there dun get misunderstood that i like DAWN YANG
PLEASE! I DONT!

the " i wanna get close to her" meaning i wanna know her in person. nth else.. ok.

she is a celeb now . if i like her.. seems abit too FAR la.

ok. done with clarification.

back to the main topic:

today is a brain cells killing day. i have spent almost the whole day in school doing my assignment. Luckily. there is help from my friends. if not , haa. my brain is alrdy dead by now.

cant imagine that i will actually stay back in school till late n do. tats so unlike mi la.. haha. nvm . once in a while i wil be good boy.

came to realise something when i came across a few pics. i realise that two or more person may appear in the same area. place. area.country. but u jus cant meet the person. now i know fate does play an important part. it is very very important. if fate was there, i tell u. everything in love will be easy. but that doesnt seems to be happening. im so sad when i came to know that.

i have been to that place. that area. that country more than i visit sentosa. but why when she was there .. i got no chance to see her. ya. i admit that that country is bigger than spore.. but why jus cant god create this little one oppurnity. and why now let mi know that i was actually been to the place she been before and yet cant bump into her.

and yet.. spore is so so small. why cant i bump into her too.. come on! population in here is so small little la can. why why why? i hv millions of why . stop for now. got test to study for

u guys up there jus dun hv the rights to do so, (NO OFFENCE)

long since i have updated... far too long even for me to even know when was my last update.

since i have nth to do now in class. i just hope in blogger.com to at least feed my blog. haa. if not it will be hungry...!
just how nice it will be to stay at home , watching tveE! admiring pictures. how i wish !

its so nice of my lecturer mr redman to cancel the class on this thursday.. ha. at least i hv sth nice to mention in this 1st entry of 2008.. the prev entry i rmb was a terrible sad one.hope there wil not be anymore that kinda stuff anymore in near future.. no! i should say it must not come near me.

i nvr once notice or even bother how dawn yang looks and stuff about her. but recently, i came her across her stuff . most imptly her real person. haha. after so long, and her pics. that was like oh my god. how can i missed out someone who is so so so pretty out there . luckily enough now it is not too late . haa.. now im starting to get engrose about her.. i want to know everything about her n stuff.. But.. but.. im not going to be a stalker. trying to seek means to get close to her. haa.. this might seems to be impossible.. yea. i know. she is a celeb/artise now. how can i know her when im nobody.
i want to be somebody!!! i had email her when i dont even know whther is that her email or wad? jus trying my luck down there. haha.
anyway. im a happy go lucky person.
no commitment involved down there.. haa...
~merci~

cannot imagine that i hv to start my blog after so long with a sad posting. OUR national Dragon Boaters which consist of two of my SEC school teachers had encountered a mishap in cambodia. wad a news to be known. 4 went missing. one died. The one who passed away is my teacher. i was shocked when i was being told.

life is so unpredictable. there are babies being born. given life. there are also people passing away. life being taken away. regardless of young or old. this is life. so much of sadness and happiness. all of them is unpredictable.

*prayers to the national dragon boaters*

because of ur smile, my life become more beautiful. a sentence i saw today on a girls back.. on her shirt. this caught my attention. haa. dunno why. so boring ..

duno wad to blog about.. hmms. this gal i wanna know more.. trying to get closer wif .. hmms. seems successful . nth is blocking mi. haa. but who knows wad futures behold.. still hv yet to ask her out.. hmms.. dunno is it appropriate?haa.

shall see!