life still has to move on. happy or sad.








my school life started again.
out of the sudden, i felt that im missing alot of things.
missing out, missing some stuff, people and time
i start to recall my primary and secondary me and time.

the lifestlye i used to have
the things i love to do
the fun i use to have
the love i use to give and recieve
the commitment i use to give
the companion i use to enjoy
the confidence i use to own

everything i mentioned above are now all gone , vanish.
all of that might not be found again.
why things change so drastically
everything in a flash of time, VOOM! all gone

i missed the sport i use play. SOFTBALL
i suddenly miss the training , the play the call the bases the run.
most importantly the feel of the game.

i regret not commiting myself . i rather slack and waste time on some wasteful thing
i was wrong. its too late now.


i miss love too. missing too much. i cant describe it any further. just that ya. im missing love
im losing directions.
im starting to miss alot of things.
i start to realise there are alot of things around me waiting for me to discover
rather than doing the same old thing every week.
im lazy to seek to find to look.
perhaps i will do nth too. on my 21st bdae wich is 4 mths time

hey yo everyone out there.



attention!!!!


IF anyone LOOKING for JOB,

YOU can EMAIL to ur_the_one88@hotmail.com for more details.


Thank you!!

one&alone


lifes so boring
im just like the dead out cigaratte in the picture.
one and alone with others of not its kind.

it is so tiring to fight the problems alone. it is really exhausting.
soon my flame will be dead like the cig butt above.

seen through alot of things recently and found out that whats keeping life moving on.
when everything seems grey and complicated.
a puff may blown some of the headaches away but how long can it last . 1 0r 2 secs ?
and after that you will face all the same music again.. how can ones life move with such misery .
not a single melody is being played. but unwanted noise is the one sounding all the time.
how i wish i can be immune to such things but i seriously cant.
can i find a companion? how long will it takes?
GOD KNOWS

Drink.Drank.Drunk.Halloween





What waste that i never took any pictures in the club. So many people with costumes like Dracula, Skeleton ,Pumpkins and many more. This is one of the few times that i attend halloween parties . I remember the other time was at a club in Hong kong, the atmosphere was quite different from here. so ya. a different experinece . but with the same result. i drank alot alot untill haha.

This thime around all the drinks are free. so i keep drinking and drink and drink. there were this two lovely ladies approached me to drink . At first i thought they were the staff working at the culb as they were wearing the same costumes. Had a short convesation i realise they were costumers too.. hah what a joke man. ! they were spower drinks i can tell u .. Almost got knock out by them . but fortunately. i manage to survive.

a night of fun it was!