life still has to move on. happy or sad.








my school life started again.
out of the sudden, i felt that im missing alot of things.
missing out, missing some stuff, people and time
i start to recall my primary and secondary me and time.

the lifestlye i used to have
the things i love to do
the fun i use to have
the love i use to give and recieve
the commitment i use to give
the companion i use to enjoy
the confidence i use to own

everything i mentioned above are now all gone , vanish.
all of that might not be found again.
why things change so drastically
everything in a flash of time, VOOM! all gone

i missed the sport i use play. SOFTBALL
i suddenly miss the training , the play the call the bases the run.
most importantly the feel of the game.

i regret not commiting myself . i rather slack and waste time on some wasteful thing
i was wrong. its too late now.


i miss love too. missing too much. i cant describe it any further. just that ya. im missing love
im losing directions.
im starting to miss alot of things.
i start to realise there are alot of things around me waiting for me to discover
rather than doing the same old thing every week.
im lazy to seek to find to look.
perhaps i will do nth too. on my 21st bdae wich is 4 mths time