I don't know why i don't feel any happiness at all..

Year 2009 is ending , Christmas and New Year is coming. but yet , the atmosphere of happy occasion isn't taking any effect on me..
Perhaps this year Christmas will be like the other ones in the past... although i thought it will be something different from the past .. to my dismay.. nope.. it remains the same..

i realize that from October onwards, my blog's entry is getting lesser and lesser.. i wonder why? 

Chocolate my best REMEDY

till now then i realise whenever im sad , i will automatically buy chocolate and eat.

the quantity i will eat depend on how sad am i. Eating chocolate do help.

the Sweetness that chocolate give me will make me forget my sadness for that time.
thou it doesnt help fully. it can still make me happy for that while.
last time from the wrapper i have thrown away, i then realise i really sad for the certain time.
most of the time if you notice me eating chocolate, my SAD time.but take note. sometime is just greedy =p

i didnt know when i started to have this habit of eating chocolate. im kinda opposite from certain people.

i like DARK chocolate especially and it has the same bitter taste like when im sad.

i think somehow a glass or even plastic bottle will explode if it is overloaded.

i myself like pictures of buldings and majestic architecture.

here are some of my favourites.!

Cool isnt it!

Quite a normal one. But i like.
now i shall add picutres to my blog so it wont be so boring.


shall be a normal daily post for now. its a rainny sunday. the weather is so cooling and it makes me feels like hibernating for the rest of the day.. i feel so reluctant to get down of my bed.. im writing this post on my bed tooo. =p but i tell myself i have got things to do. like ghost trappers .. mafa wars. haha. both of these are facebook application.. one important thing is to create the website portal for my love.. hmm.. ofcause its for free. just a normal click browse and go. so ya.!

give me the energy to do work,. please to whoever that hear me on top. thanks.!

i felt so .....






i have got no word to describe that blank above.. suddenly i felt that my vocab really sucks.
i have to face the fact that no matter what, im still a human with feelings and limits.. maybe time is the factor that really matter in whatever you do...

humans are so fragile in mentality and they can get so hurt easily. minority will stand out strong.
life isn't just happen to be like you will get what you expect. it will somehow differ from the result you wish for or expected. Is it because we didn't try hard enough.. or just trying hard isn't enough..

my friend said this : " Can two people from two different world with different views and expectation be with each other , accommodate each?

there isn't any gap when it comes to relationship . both parties must work together and make the difference and not let the differences hinder them.

so much words are left unsaid sometimes

todays class can classified as zombified!



for some reasons. i felt threaten? (from unknown sources) perhaps im just too bored in class and started thinking too much!


anw. results for COmmon test are out guess what. miracle happen! my jaws drop.

ECAD: C+ ( ytd result)
due to remarking of the paper due to mamy failures in the school. guess what. i jump up one more grade to B. and my paper has some error in making too, cuz my ans make sense ! added 2 marks. it becomes B+... ^^

DOA:B+( im quite stun too!)
my cute lect told me.. since you are not convince. i will send ur work for remarking! haha. i stopped him ofcuz.,. i just so stun. i just did like 2.5 questions out of 4 i guess.. haa. this is what i get? corruption la dey! lol. or i can say .. qns 4 i did 1/4 of it.?? was that given mark too. nevertheless! im happy.. what i can for my brilliant work in common test!

ECONOMICs: A(rumoured)
B(IMO)

Econs is my most confident mod in this sem . I hoping i can get A but.. ya.. if corruptions existed like what i mention above. haha. i might get it, if it comes from my capabaility, i think the most is a B+?
seriously speaking. i didnt pin too much hope in doing well in exams. you gave me the motivation to do so. (you know who) haha! but ya. i hope i didnt dissapoint you. my turn is over.. Now it is your turn to do well in your upcoming exams.. okay! you can do it .! *kisses*

tml will be my final judgement. last paper will be given out tml!
*prays*

so long ago
i didn't have a care about me
i didn't know my right from wrongbut now i know
that you left got love around me
you know it makes me feel so strong
baby if you turn around
and prove to me its real
maybe we can work it out
cos this is how i feel
do you know where you go when you give it all away
i'll be there for you, care for you
love you everyday oh baby
and do you feel the same for me?
everyday you're away
and i feel a little low
i would cry for you, die for you
just to let you know oh baby
and if you come to me you know i'll makeit right
through out all my life
i never thought i'd have somebody
someone to call my own
and now i've founda little bit of heaven baby
a place to call my own
and if you come to me you know i'll make it right



我突然好想用华文来写这编部落格. 但我不知要从何写起!
我的出现让你感到快乐吗？或许你已开始后悔？会吗？
我开始怀疑自己，信心开始动摇。
最重要的是. 你不要把我放弃. 没有你，我什么都不是