knock into my senses
seriously, i dont know what should i blog about recently as there are many things up in my mind.
each time i log into my account, i will think of what to blog 1st and stare at my comp for awhile
then i log out again. this happen a few times. Really many things and questions i have been asking myself lately.
i start to find out that my life or i should put it as social circle is so small . and the things i can do is so limited. i dont know. i really dont know.
perhaps is my own problem. i stick to my own way, my old self. i found out im really stubborn, whatever i want means i must get it.
i realise i have been drinking the same flavour of bubble for that more than 5 years. (blue coral) and the way i use the interact with others. and so many other things.
mayb recently i have change abit. i can feel that. but im still wondering whter that change is a good one or a bad one. must i subjected to changes? i dont know that too.
i really want to drink. drink the hell out of me, n forget myself , everything just for the moment when im drunk. i will be happy. there is really too many things in my head that i cant get out.
i cant find pple to drink with. drinking alone is way too boring. anyone can help?
i just want to have all the fun i can get . but this dont seem to be happening.
Saturday, December 06, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
life still has to move on. happy or sad.
my school life started again.
out of the sudden, i felt that im missing alot of things.
missing out, missing some stuff, people and time
i start to recall my primary and secondary me and time.
the lifestlye i used to have
the things i love to do
the fun i use to have
the love i use to give and recieve
the commitment i use to give
the companion i use to enjoy
the confidence i use to own
everything i mentioned above are now all gone , vanish.
all of that might not be found again.
why things change so drastically
everything in a flash of time, VOOM! all gone
i missed the sport i use play. SOFTBALL
i suddenly miss the training , the play the call the bases the run.
most importantly the feel of the game.
i regret not commiting myself . i rather slack and waste time on some wasteful thing
i was wrong. its too late now.
i miss love too. missing too much. i cant describe it any further. just that ya. im missing love
im losing directions.
im starting to miss alot of things.
i start to realise there are alot of things around me waiting for me to discover
rather than doing the same old thing every week.
im lazy to seek to find to look.
perhaps i will do nth too. on my 21st bdae wich is 4 mths time
my school life started again.
out of the sudden, i felt that im missing alot of things.
missing out, missing some stuff, people and time
i start to recall my primary and secondary me and time.
the lifestlye i used to have
the things i love to do
the fun i use to have
the love i use to give and recieve
the commitment i use to give
the companion i use to enjoy
the confidence i use to own
everything i mentioned above are now all gone , vanish.
all of that might not be found again.
why things change so drastically
everything in a flash of time, VOOM! all gone
i missed the sport i use play. SOFTBALL
i suddenly miss the training , the play the call the bases the run.
most importantly the feel of the game.
i regret not commiting myself . i rather slack and waste time on some wasteful thing
i was wrong. its too late now.
i miss love too. missing too much. i cant describe it any further. just that ya. im missing love
im losing directions.
im starting to miss alot of things.
i start to realise there are alot of things around me waiting for me to discover
rather than doing the same old thing every week.
im lazy to seek to find to look.
perhaps i will do nth too. on my 21st bdae wich is 4 mths time
Sunday, November 09, 2008
hey yo everyone out there.
attention!!!!
IF anyone LOOKING for JOB,
YOU can EMAIL to ur_the_one88@hotmail.com for more details.
Thank you!!
attention!!!!
IF anyone LOOKING for JOB,
YOU can EMAIL to ur_the_one88@hotmail.com for more details.
Thank you!!
Thursday, November 06, 2008
one&alone
lifes so boring
im just like the dead out cigaratte in the picture.
one and alone with others of not its kind.
it is so tiring to fight the problems alone. it is really exhausting.
soon my flame will be dead like the cig butt above.
seen through alot of things recently and found out that whats keeping life moving on.
when everything seems grey and complicated.
a puff may blown some of the headaches away but how long can it last . 1 0r 2 secs ?
and after that you will face all the same music again.. how can ones life move with such misery .
not a single melody is being played. but unwanted noise is the one sounding all the time.
how i wish i can be immune to such things but i seriously cant.
can i find a companion? how long will it takes?
GOD KNOWS
lifes so boring
im just like the dead out cigaratte in the picture.
one and alone with others of not its kind.
it is so tiring to fight the problems alone. it is really exhausting.
soon my flame will be dead like the cig butt above.
seen through alot of things recently and found out that whats keeping life moving on.
when everything seems grey and complicated.
a puff may blown some of the headaches away but how long can it last . 1 0r 2 secs ?
and after that you will face all the same music again.. how can ones life move with such misery .
not a single melody is being played. but unwanted noise is the one sounding all the time.
how i wish i can be immune to such things but i seriously cant.
can i find a companion? how long will it takes?
GOD KNOWS
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Drink.Drank.Drunk.HalloweenWhat waste that i never took any pictures in the club. So many people with costumes like Dracula, Skeleton ,Pumpkins and many more. This is one of the few times that i attend halloween parties . I remember the other time was at a club in Hong kong, the atmosphere was quite different from here. so ya. a different experinece . but with the same result. i drank alot alot untill haha.
This thime around all the drinks are free. so i keep drinking and drink and drink. there were this two lovely ladies approached me to drink . At first i thought they were the staff working at the culb as they were wearing the same costumes. Had a short convesation i realise they were costumers too.. hah what a joke man. ! they were spower drinks i can tell u .. Almost got knock out by them . but fortunately. i manage to survive.
a night of fun it was!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Choosing between darkness and wonder!
i saw one of my friens' blog post.. her emo-ness can match up mine. but ya. this isnt a good thing. but ya. i can see that she seems to be enlighten by some of her friends words. This is a good thing i believe. at least she still got her friends around her to support her. Ever since i know her, i know that she is an emo kid la. and i have been chasing her blog too. so ya i din miss anything that is happening .
so i got so idea of this.. when being emo. is like being in the dark. everything seems so dull. whatever in life seems to be nth.. empty.
this is the difference when u r emo and happy. Wonder ! u can choose the direction of life u wanna be .. like the pic above.
regarding to someone asking me who i like? hmm . this is what ----->
is it that impt to know who i like? i see no reason revealing this as i already mention that if that person know, everything we are now will change. so ya. i rather keep it the same as normal. liking a girl secretly is a fun thing. hahahah
( follow up from previous entry) =)
i saw one of my friens' blog post.. her emo-ness can match up mine. but ya. this isnt a good thing. but ya. i can see that she seems to be enlighten by some of her friends words. This is a good thing i believe. at least she still got her friends around her to support her. Ever since i know her, i know that she is an emo kid la. and i have been chasing her blog too. so ya i din miss anything that is happening .
so i got so idea of this.. when being emo. is like being in the dark. everything seems so dull. whatever in life seems to be nth.. empty.
this is the difference when u r emo and happy. Wonder ! u can choose the direction of life u wanna be .. like the pic above.
regarding to someone asking me who i like? hmm . this is what ----->
is it that impt to know who i like? i see no reason revealing this as i already mention that if that person know, everything we are now will change. so ya. i rather keep it the same as normal. liking a girl secretly is a fun thing. hahahah
( follow up from previous entry) =)
Friday, October 24, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
10 signs to show im in love with YOU
10. You are the first thing i think about when i wake up and the last
thing i think about when i fall asleep
9. Just thinking about you when puts the biggest smile on my face and my heart
heart beats faster and faster (like now) =)
8. Every love song u hear , i think of you
7. i re-read all the convos we had over and over again
6. when we are together, i never want the moment to end , i want last forever and
ever
5. Whenever im with you or look at you, nothing esle in the world matters. Im
blind to everything but you.
4. I am on cloud nine jsut the way you smell
3. Just by hearing your voice, i get rainbows and cant help but smile.
2. i miss u even before you leave.
1. i would do anything in the world for you since you are the world and everything
to me....
thing i think about when i fall asleep
9. Just thinking about you when puts the biggest smile on my face and my heart
heart beats faster and faster (like now) =)
8. Every love song u hear , i think of you
7. i re-read all the convos we had over and over again
6. when we are together, i never want the moment to end , i want last forever and
ever
5. Whenever im with you or look at you, nothing esle in the world matters. Im
blind to everything but you.
4. I am on cloud nine jsut the way you smell
3. Just by hearing your voice, i get rainbows and cant help but smile.
2. i miss u even before you leave.
1. i would do anything in the world for you since you are the world and everything
to me....
Monday, October 20, 2008
Confession of truth and facts.
After considering for a while. i think i will do an english anf d chinese combo within an entry? so for my friends who read my blog and choose to read either english or chinese. Freedom to choose. just that a little bit of trouble. but thats fine! im so free and hv really nth better to do .
now i think this entry will be a quite a long one with some thickness of content to write.
.
.
.
.
how i wish im in a la la land or fantasy land . w/o worry . w/o emotion so that i wont fall in love and hv the after effects of breaking up , loneliness for a some time then blah blah blah! and other than falling in love. i wont hv any misery cause by other stuff.. i wonder how will that kind of world be like? hmmm???
its has been almost 3 years being single.. different pple will hv different thoughts of being single. but for me .. ITS VERY VERY VERY boring. ya i know there is friends. but what wil happen if ur close friends all are attached. who will have the time to bother u? its a fact that al my friends are like damn busy with their own stuff.. no time !!! so i only can rot and rot.. nth much to do. other than that,, hmm.. nobdy to confide to . kinda sad actually. have to suffer alone. im lost in the my blank world. struggling . sometimes pple say ya. single is good, freedom and stuff.. no fighting no nth... is that the way u are thinking? being single there is too much freedom that lead to boredom! fighting the one u love is kind of fun if u look at it on the other angle.. an angle which u wont be able u know when u r in relationship. try to think back. hee. i may sound stupid but ya thats what i felt. trying to find one relationship. but cant. perhaps time isnt ripe yet. or i shall be single for another 10yrs? haha. i hope not .!!!! if not i will bbe bored to death@@
all the long i hv been telling pple lie . ahha. so now i hv a confession to make. when pple ask me who i like or sth. i would deny or ssay no i dont like anyone . i immune to this kind of thing and stuff. but the fact is i do think i like someone . quite some time already. i just hv been trying to run away. not to admit that i actually like someone. cuz i think there will be no result in the end . hmmm. i think im not the guy for her. i dont think she got the chemistry towards me . i know pple will ask me try. but no thnks . i rather like her in this way and mayb carry on not letting her know.. so that we can still be friends.. n hang out sometimes. yea.. there isnt much happening between me her. so ya.. this is one way traffic kind of thing.
真情的告白
好吧！我已用了英文来苏诉说了一些事。那么我现在就长话短说吧。
我觉得做认真得很累，用许多事要去面对。不管是好的坏得都要自己一个人来面对。
所以我觉得单身真得很孤单，想找人诉说心事都难。 又是一对情人吵架，我觉得还蛮有趣的。
这样是另类互动来了解对方的方法。人也不会觉得那么闷。
其实我一直都有喜欢的人，我只是不敢去面对这事实。因为我觉得这段恋情根本不会发生。我陵园暗恋她，好过向她告白，这可能会让她躲避我，那时可就糟糕了。更何况这事我单方面的喜欢。就让它就这样下去吧！
After considering for a while. i think i will do an english anf d chinese combo within an entry? so for my friends who read my blog and choose to read either english or chinese. Freedom to choose. just that a little bit of trouble. but thats fine! im so free and hv really nth better to do .
now i think this entry will be a quite a long one with some thickness of content to write.
.
.
.
.
how i wish im in a la la land or fantasy land . w/o worry . w/o emotion so that i wont fall in love and hv the after effects of breaking up , loneliness for a some time then blah blah blah! and other than falling in love. i wont hv any misery cause by other stuff.. i wonder how will that kind of world be like? hmmm???
its has been almost 3 years being single.. different pple will hv different thoughts of being single. but for me .. ITS VERY VERY VERY boring. ya i know there is friends. but what wil happen if ur close friends all are attached. who will have the time to bother u? its a fact that al my friends are like damn busy with their own stuff.. no time !!! so i only can rot and rot.. nth much to do. other than that,, hmm.. nobdy to confide to . kinda sad actually. have to suffer alone. im lost in the my blank world. struggling . sometimes pple say ya. single is good, freedom and stuff.. no fighting no nth... is that the way u are thinking? being single there is too much freedom that lead to boredom! fighting the one u love is kind of fun if u look at it on the other angle.. an angle which u wont be able u know when u r in relationship. try to think back. hee. i may sound stupid but ya thats what i felt. trying to find one relationship. but cant. perhaps time isnt ripe yet. or i shall be single for another 10yrs? haha. i hope not .!!!! if not i will bbe bored to death@@
all the long i hv been telling pple lie . ahha. so now i hv a confession to make. when pple ask me who i like or sth. i would deny or ssay no i dont like anyone . i immune to this kind of thing and stuff. but the fact is i do think i like someone . quite some time already. i just hv been trying to run away. not to admit that i actually like someone. cuz i think there will be no result in the end . hmmm. i think im not the guy for her. i dont think she got the chemistry towards me . i know pple will ask me try. but no thnks . i rather like her in this way and mayb carry on not letting her know.. so that we can still be friends.. n hang out sometimes. yea.. there isnt much happening between me her. so ya.. this is one way traffic kind of thing.
真情的告白
好吧！我已用了英文来苏诉说了一些事。那么我现在就长话短说吧。
我觉得做认真得很累，用许多事要去面对。不管是好的坏得都要自己一个人来面对。
所以我觉得单身真得很孤单，想找人诉说心事都难。 又是一对情人吵架，我觉得还蛮有趣的。
这样是另类互动来了解对方的方法。人也不会觉得那么闷。
其实我一直都有喜欢的人，我只是不敢去面对这事实。因为我觉得这段恋情根本不会发生。我陵园暗恋她，好过向她告白，这可能会让她躲避我，那时可就糟糕了。更何况这事我单方面的喜欢。就让它就这样下去吧！
Friday, October 17, 2008
Unpredictable.beyond control.Helpless
there are so many things that humans we ourselves cannot control like death, sudden lost of love ones, love relationship and etc.
how many times can one human suffer from these different kind of blow at one time. can we really withstand this kind of pressure? there is so much to handle that one may collaspe at anytime. One moment of happiness, one moment of saddness, this sudden change is just like taking ROller coaster..
it doesnt help much by letting all out. it really doesnt help as the pain will still remain there no matter what..
i dont cry . i dont show any sign of sadness doesnt mean i dont care at all. doesnt mean i dont feel sad , misery. do u know its worst that i can show anything out. i just wanna be strong and not letting other pple worry. am i wrong ? there are so muchh stuff to tink and plan when this kind of tragedy happen.. lets survive it tgt!!!
there are so many things that humans we ourselves cannot control like death, sudden lost of love ones, love relationship and etc.
how many times can one human suffer from these different kind of blow at one time. can we really withstand this kind of pressure? there is so much to handle that one may collaspe at anytime. One moment of happiness, one moment of saddness, this sudden change is just like taking ROller coaster..
it doesnt help much by letting all out. it really doesnt help as the pain will still remain there no matter what..
i dont cry . i dont show any sign of sadness doesnt mean i dont care at all. doesnt mean i dont feel sad , misery. do u know its worst that i can show anything out. i just wanna be strong and not letting other pple worry. am i wrong ? there are so muchh stuff to tink and plan when this kind of tragedy happen.. lets survive it tgt!!!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Im back !!
it has been 3 mths since i last update my blog. till now im still thinking whther to use chinese or english for my 1st post 3 mths.. but for the majority, i think that use english will be a better choice as some of my dear friends cannot really read chinese.. after all english is still the international language known by most of the pple.
during this 3 mths , alot of things happen.. i dont think i wanna write those sad stuff in here yet.. dont wanna spoil the atmosphere for the 1st post after so long. so ya... for the subsequent posts i will update in either chinese or english. depending on my mood.
some of my friends are in army already.. soon will be almost all my friends. how ???? what can i do? i need not go army.. so i wll be bored to death!! who can help me？ worst is i dont hv alot of girl friend. and those who i know most of them are already attached , had to acc boyfriend, so ya. so i shall not go disturb them for much.. what can i do then? think think think!!!!
my 21st bdae is coming !!! how can i celebrate.. those who read this post pls.. do rmb it k.. 11th of march hor.. present !!!! haha.. rmb i dont recieve any present when im 17 onwards..how sad right. only i give pple !! hais.. dont know why.. still think of how to celebrate... any suggestion?? feel free to tell me leh. i really got no idea of what to do.
im not excited about it anw. cuz there is sth bothering me.. im feeling down recently. why must human hv emotions.. so miserable..
i hv things yet to be fulfil. these things are to be fulfil b4 my 21st bdae.. but 6mths left. how?
it has been 3 mths since i last update my blog. till now im still thinking whther to use chinese or english for my 1st post 3 mths.. but for the majority, i think that use english will be a better choice as some of my dear friends cannot really read chinese.. after all english is still the international language known by most of the pple.
during this 3 mths , alot of things happen.. i dont think i wanna write those sad stuff in here yet.. dont wanna spoil the atmosphere for the 1st post after so long. so ya... for the subsequent posts i will update in either chinese or english. depending on my mood.
some of my friends are in army already.. soon will be almost all my friends. how ???? what can i do? i need not go army.. so i wll be bored to death!! who can help me？ worst is i dont hv alot of girl friend. and those who i know most of them are already attached , had to acc boyfriend, so ya. so i shall not go disturb them for much.. what can i do then? think think think!!!!
my 21st bdae is coming !!! how can i celebrate.. those who read this post pls.. do rmb it k.. 11th of march hor.. present !!!! haha.. rmb i dont recieve any present when im 17 onwards..how sad right. only i give pple !! hais.. dont know why.. still think of how to celebrate... any suggestion?? feel free to tell me leh. i really got no idea of what to do.
im not excited about it anw. cuz there is sth bothering me.. im feeling down recently. why must human hv emotions.. so miserable..
i hv things yet to be fulfil. these things are to be fulfil b4 my 21st bdae.. but 6mths left. how?
Monday, July 14, 2008
Friday, May 30, 2008
The same thing i hv done for almost 3yrs!
Everynight ever since oct 2005. i have read the letters u hv written to me . It was so sweet to recall those sec school memories. I dont know how to describe. I felt happy i felt sad.
im not sure whter what is ur impression of me now. but i will wanna tell u that . not everything can be tell from the outside. There might be some misunderstanding but ya. im not that kinda person. perhaps now u hv grown up to be more mature . but i just wanna let u know the letters hv been with me for all this period. i always want to write to u. but where should i start? i seriously dont know! perhaps now writing letters may be out of date. ya. i dont care.
this is what i wanna say all this long . nothing much within it. so ya.
tc. i will keep the letters with me . i will read it everynight. it will at least make me smile.
Everynight ever since oct 2005. i have read the letters u hv written to me . It was so sweet to recall those sec school memories. I dont know how to describe. I felt happy i felt sad.
im not sure whter what is ur impression of me now. but i will wanna tell u that . not everything can be tell from the outside. There might be some misunderstanding but ya. im not that kinda person. perhaps now u hv grown up to be more mature . but i just wanna let u know the letters hv been with me for all this period. i always want to write to u. but where should i start? i seriously dont know! perhaps now writing letters may be out of date. ya. i dont care.
this is what i wanna say all this long . nothing much within it. so ya.
tc. i will keep the letters with me . i will read it everynight. it will at least make me smile.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008
现在我就把上个博客来做个总结吧！我提出那个问题就是为了要让人去思考，去想想看是否那样做是对还是错。我没有权利去改变人的想法或去改善现在已存在的问题。我同意每个人有不同的想法，价值观等等所以我不会说我是对的。这种事根本就很难说是谁对谁错。分手时当然痛，你越爱那个人，你会越痛。但往往爱情的事都不受我们控制，我们只能无条件地去爱，付出我们的全部。有时我们得回的少过我们付出的一半。所以我认为只要有努力过，有开心的回忆就无悔了。我已把我的看法说出来了，也得到别人的评语和个人看法。现在就将一切的事顺其自然吧。__________________________________________________________________________________
人—我们是几等人?
等，是我们日常生活不可缺的一个“活动”。为何我那么说; 请大家仔细想想，在我们的生活里有许多东西都让我们等。例如等电梯，等巴士，排队等着换钱。实际上还有很多让人等待的。“等”已成为我们生活上的一部分，而且还是顺着程序的。从早上开始- 如果你有喝咖啡或是其它的日饮料的话，你就得烧水来泡你所要的热饮来喝。冲了凉换好了衣服，就出门了。有的等巴士，有的等得士。别忘了还有驾车人士呢！他们也得等，但他们等的是交通登。
接下来还有接二连三让我们等得事。上班族的人就得等电梯还有邓拿薪水，哈哈！上学族的也得等电梯。休息时间就等排队买食物。就拿刚生下宝宝的夫妇，他们就地等待他们爱情的结晶漫漫的成长。还没结婚的就等待另一方开口向她求婚。单身人士不顾是男或女方都在等待他们的另一半。有些异想天开的人就在等着发财，等钱从天掉下。这也是一种等。哈哈！
就这样，我们不知不觉地在增加自己等的东西。慢慢变成很多“等级”的人。21世纪的人再也不只有上等或下等了！老人时常会说他们是一等人；“等死”。中年人就是三等人；等钱，等儿女长大，等死！到我们年轻这一代就有很多等.
人真的是其怪，青春期的我们随着年龄的增长，我们要等的东西有很多，但随着年龄的老化，等的东西就越来越少。这也可能使有的已经等到了。
所以“等”已经融入了我们的生活。但既然我们的等那么多，为何有的人还是那枚没有耐性呢？真的是搞不懂！要算出人是几等，我怕很难会有一的固定的答案！
人—我们是几等人?
等，是我们日常生活不可缺的一个“活动”。为何我那么说; 请大家仔细想想，在我们的生活里有许多东西都让我们等。例如等电梯，等巴士，排队等着换钱。实际上还有很多让人等待的。“等”已成为我们生活上的一部分，而且还是顺着程序的。从早上开始- 如果你有喝咖啡或是其它的日饮料的话，你就得烧水来泡你所要的热饮来喝。冲了凉换好了衣服，就出门了。有的等巴士，有的等得士。别忘了还有驾车人士呢！他们也得等，但他们等的是交通登。
接下来还有接二连三让我们等得事。上班族的人就得等电梯还有邓拿薪水，哈哈！上学族的也得等电梯。休息时间就等排队买食物。就拿刚生下宝宝的夫妇，他们就地等待他们爱情的结晶漫漫的成长。还没结婚的就等待另一方开口向她求婚。单身人士不顾是男或女方都在等待他们的另一半。有些异想天开的人就在等着发财，等钱从天掉下。这也是一种等。哈哈！
就这样，我们不知不觉地在增加自己等的东西。慢慢变成很多“等级”的人。21世纪的人再也不只有上等或下等了！老人时常会说他们是一等人；“等死”。中年人就是三等人；等钱，等儿女长大，等死！到我们年轻这一代就有很多等.
人真的是其怪，青春期的我们随着年龄的增长，我们要等的东西有很多，但随着年龄的老化，等的东西就越来越少。这也可能使有的已经等到了。
所以“等”已经融入了我们的生活。但既然我们的等那么多，为何有的人还是那枚没有耐性呢？真的是搞不懂！要算出人是几等，我怕很难会有一的固定的答案！
Monday, May 12, 2008
帮助人是发自内心还是为了炫耀和为了面子？
本来我是不想再想起这件事情。但我真的吞不下这口气！搞到要向人借钱的时候，那个人一定是生活上遇到一些困难或者是一时周转不灵才向别人开口的。
我最讨厌那些自以为了不起，而且别人向你借钱时摆出很高傲的样子。比如，我向你借钱， 是我不对，我不该向你借。我是必不得已向你借钱。但你也不可以借了我那笔钱之后就到处跟人说你借我多少钱。我不是怕别人知道，但有着一个必要吗？跟别人说了我可以算了，但你也不可诋毁我和我的家人嘛！你也要向当初我是怎样帮你的，做人可要饮水思源。
我现在向你借得只是五分之一罢了。我真的搞不懂你搞到那么多对你有好处吗？。损人不利己！
你还把我对你说的话加盐加醋。弄到好像我在说谎话。害到我被人责骂。变成我是坏人。你在后面捅了我几刀你心知肚明。如果以后要帮人请你是发自内心的，而不是为了面子，炫耀 自己有钱才会帮人。你这样是害了那个向你借钱的人，不是帮了她。世上就是有这种喜欢搬弄是非的人，在社会害人害己。
我终于把它给发泄出来了。感觉比较舒服一点。哈哈！
本来我是不想再想起这件事情。但我真的吞不下这口气！搞到要向人借钱的时候，那个人一定是生活上遇到一些困难或者是一时周转不灵才向别人开口的。
我最讨厌那些自以为了不起，而且别人向你借钱时摆出很高傲的样子。比如，我向你借钱， 是我不对，我不该向你借。我是必不得已向你借钱。但你也不可以借了我那笔钱之后就到处跟人说你借我多少钱。我不是怕别人知道，但有着一个必要吗？跟别人说了我可以算了，但你也不可诋毁我和我的家人嘛！你也要向当初我是怎样帮你的，做人可要饮水思源。
我现在向你借得只是五分之一罢了。我真的搞不懂你搞到那么多对你有好处吗？。损人不利己！
你还把我对你说的话加盐加醋。弄到好像我在说谎话。害到我被人责骂。变成我是坏人。你在后面捅了我几刀你心知肚明。如果以后要帮人请你是发自内心的，而不是为了面子，炫耀 自己有钱才会帮人。你这样是害了那个向你借钱的人，不是帮了她。世上就是有这种喜欢搬弄是非的人，在社会害人害己。
我终于把它给发泄出来了。感觉比较舒服一点。哈哈！
Friday, May 09, 2008
讲心还是讲金？
到底是心重要还是金重要？21世纪社会的每个人都把金钱看得很重要，变得非常现实。我在想如果没有钱这个社会会变得怎样？就连原本跟金钱没有挂钩的爱情也变得非常现实。这就是我所要讲的。在新加坡，人人就是把话们在心里。对于有些敏感话题，不敢当面对有关媒体诉说，到后来就会像我这样用博客来表达自己的不满或心声。
如今的爱情观念变了许多。简简单单的爱情变得很复杂，难以捉摸。它也变得越来越贵。爱情不是讲心，讲感觉的吗？为何会把金钱和其他物制品扯上关系呢？难道有钱有车就会幸福吗？或者能断定他对你的爱有多深吗？我个人认为这是不可能的！但我还是不了解为何有些男或女人会想找有钱的，甚至不爱对方也能在一起？我现在不是想一竹竿打翻全船的人。可能是我倒霉还是因为莫种原因，我说遇到的，听到的，亲生体验到的都是那么样。打个比方，有一对情捛在一起3年了。他们中四开始在一起，原本是想单纯的她，随着年龄的增长，她的思想和所要求的东西也慢慢的在改变。不知为何，她跟他分了手。就这样，3年的感情就散了。后来她被发现跟一名有钱，有车，在社会算有一点名气的男性来往。难道金钱有那么重要吗？把3年的感情说散就散，好像捏死一只蚂蚁那么简单。爱情真的能用金钱来衡量吗？
到底是心重要还是金重要？21世纪社会的每个人都把金钱看得很重要，变得非常现实。我在想如果没有钱这个社会会变得怎样？就连原本跟金钱没有挂钩的爱情也变得非常现实。这就是我所要讲的。在新加坡，人人就是把话们在心里。对于有些敏感话题，不敢当面对有关媒体诉说，到后来就会像我这样用博客来表达自己的不满或心声。
如今的爱情观念变了许多。简简单单的爱情变得很复杂，难以捉摸。它也变得越来越贵。爱情不是讲心，讲感觉的吗？为何会把金钱和其他物制品扯上关系呢？难道有钱有车就会幸福吗？或者能断定他对你的爱有多深吗？我个人认为这是不可能的！但我还是不了解为何有些男或女人会想找有钱的，甚至不爱对方也能在一起？我现在不是想一竹竿打翻全船的人。可能是我倒霉还是因为莫种原因，我说遇到的，听到的，亲生体验到的都是那么样。打个比方，有一对情捛在一起3年了。他们中四开始在一起，原本是想单纯的她，随着年龄的增长，她的思想和所要求的东西也慢慢的在改变。不知为何，她跟他分了手。就这样，3年的感情就散了。后来她被发现跟一名有钱，有车，在社会算有一点名气的男性来往。难道金钱有那么重要吗？把3年的感情说散就散，好像捏死一只蚂蚁那么简单。爱情真的能用金钱来衡量吗？
别说3年的感情了，就连结了几十年婚的夫妻都会为了钱把感情闹得很僵，把他们许下的承诺给忘了-（每当感情到了谈婚论嫁的时候，女方总会说嫁鸡随鸡，嫁狗随狗，以后有饭吃饭，有粥喝粥。然后到了教堂，在神父面前宣誓，双方都会说会彼此爱对方，不管发生任何事，都会不离不弃，有福同享有难同当。）为了了钱的问题，他们可以把家搞得鸡犬不宁。钱真的能把这些所谓的真实感情给遮盖了吗？
有时候我也会在地铁车厢或巴士上有人会说谁的女朋友或男朋友为了钱跟人跑了。我相信这种事因该不罕见。钱真的能代表说有的一切吗？难道有钱就会有爱？怪不得老一辈时常说，等你有了钱，你还把没有女人吗？我在想为何现代人总事要向钱看呢？
我们就不能把钱看成其次，只要互相拥有对方，再一起开心就行了吗？钱固然重要但它不是爱情或生命的全部。
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Saturday, May 03, 2008
i want to be your man, i will make u happy!
define that line above pls? Happy? what do u judge happy? u think u have done it. or the other party feels it she is happy? its hard to make one happy. cuz u will nv know what u do will make her happy. thou you tired ur best. she is still not specify.
Can i be freed from emotion and love? i kinda tired to be stuck in this kinda life.
Girls run away. dont truly love you.. and blah blah blah. the worst is, after u did so much. she can still bloodly hell tell u you are not her past! So ya. whats the point ?
this mayb karma . i wanna be immune to this but i cant.
i dont wanna fall into this again. how? now im starting to ! not after 2 yrs! pls!
define that line above pls? Happy? what do u judge happy? u think u have done it. or the other party feels it she is happy? its hard to make one happy. cuz u will nv know what u do will make her happy. thou you tired ur best. she is still not specify.
Can i be freed from emotion and love? i kinda tired to be stuck in this kinda life.
Girls run away. dont truly love you.. and blah blah blah. the worst is, after u did so much. she can still bloodly hell tell u you are not her past! So ya. whats the point ?
this mayb karma . i wanna be immune to this but i cant.
i dont wanna fall into this again. how? now im starting to ! not after 2 yrs! pls!
Thursday, May 01, 2008
club at POWER HOUSE!
isnt that bad afterall la. thou alot of adults. but ya. i did spot some young ones , pretty ones, hot ones i guess. hmm should be have ba! anw.. i didnt care that much. cuz my focus is only on one girl.. who is. JOCELYN. haha. i dance with her and drink and smoke, jus cannot imagine that after so long la. nv been out. once out. go clubbing . haa. aint that bad thou. nv take pics la, OMG> all that i took look sucky la. only joce looks nice nia.. eyeeeeeer.
i really enjoyed myself. thou someone left us alone there.. me n joce! arrgh.
isnt that bad afterall la. thou alot of adults. but ya. i did spot some young ones , pretty ones, hot ones i guess. hmm should be have ba! anw.. i didnt care that much. cuz my focus is only on one girl.. who is. JOCELYN. haha. i dance with her and drink and smoke, jus cannot imagine that after so long la. nv been out. once out. go clubbing . haa. aint that bad thou. nv take pics la, OMG> all that i took look sucky la. only joce looks nice nia.. eyeeeeeer.
i really enjoyed myself. thou someone left us alone there.. me n joce! arrgh.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
im seriously sick and it kept me out of school for two days alrdy. wonder how much will i miss out man? hate the weather now . I have not been sick for so long alrdy. now let me sick till gao lat isit? Anw. one day there is a lady. i think is a surveyer asked me this. " what kind of girl will let me stare at her non stop? i replied u alrdy let me looked at u non stop. haa. cuz the surveyer was really damn cute la. ha. then she asked. do u believed love at 1st sight. i replied. yes. now its alrdy happening. aha. then she blushed. haa. ltr i told her to relax im only joking. BUt i do really believe love at 1st sight . aha. thou it has not happen for long. but ya. it is still my believe. lol
strange things are really happening la. aiyo. i had a dream on monday night and sunday night. both i dreamt of a girl that the is most unlikely one. i know her and she knows me. but that girl and me nv once hang out before. only interact while in camp. thats the only period. so ya.i cant find any reason to dream of her. i was kinda surprise. now bishan is gonna rain ,. wth ! sun rise and ltr rain. no wonder i will sick. damn the weather.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
damn. Fall sick due to work heat and not enough slp. cannot take it man. tml may be skipping school alrdy . Spoil my perfect record so far. maybe tml i will force my self to go. or maybe go see doc take MC and it wont be affected? haha. still considering my option thou.
SHAUN u enjoy la. go air con place see char bo. NB! wahahha . the sales today was not bad . hmm. so can say its quite worthwhile ba. i do enjoy the working process but. the heat and sun is the main thing i hate. Arrgh. Going out on wed. im looking towards. SHAUN. dont joke with me hor. aha..
ADIOS!
OH.. this week quite happening to me . so far i hv enjoyed very much this week . Haa. Thou is abit tiring. But who cares about that if i enjoyed myself.
so YA. THanks to LILIN HUI KEE HUITING(hui kee's Cousin) SHAUN SEAH.
so YA. THanks to LILIN HUI KEE HUITING(hui kee's Cousin) SHAUN SEAH.
all my sec school good friends. Went to DBL O and O bar. didnt manage to hook ahy girls as i dont ha ve to mood to. Mayb I hv not been clubbing for a certain time. the music and the lightings are making me dizzy. ahha. sound s weird but its true. LUCKily enough hui kees cousin did dance with me. got SHAUN SEAH get the larger porpotion of time with her and he is so happy about it. im really glad that we can still meet up after so long ya. IT really fun .
YEA.. so now shaun and i make clubbing an activity that shoildnt be miss once a week till his NS enrolment. so ya. I must be very rich every week to go clubbing. Its so funny that i think of teasing my FREn with SLK . truly.. its a expensive car thou. why some girls just like just go towards richness leaving guys aint rich like me aside. doesnt it make sense.? is this love? hui kee. u can go die liao la... ahahaha.. only see GIM but not Xim. LOL.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
starting to blend into the new clsmates and the school..
so many new faces in school i saw,
im so tired. still cant adjust my body time clock. i guess i will nv turn it back to normal.
as in dont hv normal sleeping time.
Is April the sad month or what? so many couples breakup cases. thou some may not occured in the month of April but i came to know those break up incident in April. ohman..
Ytd i was arguing with my friend whether Love At First Sight exit in this world. i say "Ya there is". my friend totally disagree and said there is no such thing as that. But i really do believe in that cuz im in that situation now. SO my friend and i debated for quite sometime. and finally came to a conclusion that his Love At First Sight and my Love At First Sight is different. Hmm. Perhaps ya.
Till now i still cannot forget the girl i saw at Orchard Far Eas Plaza..
God! can u arrange a time a venue a date for us to meet again? PLEASE!
so many new faces in school i saw,
im so tired. still cant adjust my body time clock. i guess i will nv turn it back to normal.
as in dont hv normal sleeping time.
Is April the sad month or what? so many couples breakup cases. thou some may not occured in the month of April but i came to know those break up incident in April. ohman..
Ytd i was arguing with my friend whether Love At First Sight exit in this world. i say "Ya there is". my friend totally disagree and said there is no such thing as that. But i really do believe in that cuz im in that situation now. SO my friend and i debated for quite sometime. and finally came to a conclusion that his Love At First Sight and my Love At First Sight is different. Hmm. Perhaps ya.
Till now i still cannot forget the girl i saw at Orchard Far Eas Plaza..
God! can u arrange a time a venue a date for us to meet again? PLEASE!
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Im going to tune back my memories to 1st JAN 2008
im going to not pretend to know everything. But practically , frankly
erasing eveything. yea. im going to do that. So i can Live HAppier.
so Anything that happen During this few months will be erased completely W/o Fail.
Regardless of PEOPLE, RACE, OR RELIGON. EVENTS, THINGS And ETC, will be completely be gone. I HOPE SO!
BRAND NEW MEMORIES WILL BE INSTALL!
_____________________________________________________________________________
to my dream girl
hey. how can i locate u? regretted nv ask for ur contacts. Saw u thrice at far east. one time that u r so near me . i dont dare to look straight to u. haha.
HOPE WILL BUMP INTO U AGAIN.
u r natural beauty!! haha
im going to not pretend to know everything. But practically , frankly
erasing eveything. yea. im going to do that. So i can Live HAppier.
so Anything that happen During this few months will be erased completely W/o Fail.
Regardless of PEOPLE, RACE, OR RELIGON. EVENTS, THINGS And ETC, will be completely be gone. I HOPE SO!
BRAND NEW MEMORIES WILL BE INSTALL!
_____________________________________________________________________________
to my dream girl
hey. how can i locate u? regretted nv ask for ur contacts. Saw u thrice at far east. one time that u r so near me . i dont dare to look straight to u. haha.
HOPE WILL BUMP INTO U AGAIN.
u r natural beauty!! haha
Sunday, March 30, 2008
this time i dont know how to express myself.
all i know is Im missing someone
the feeling isnt good to have.
Im so sad to know the person you like wasnt me.
but its alright. i will still do my part to comfort you whenever you are feeling sad.
its so uncommon to see me falling into this kind of situation again.
this kind of feeling sucks , worst than not having a girlfriend.
Now im planning to change my principle of life.
Doing something that i dont really aprrove on .
I had already tried it out once recently.
feels great thou. no string Attached relationship
More of a fling kind of thing.
What about one night stand?
sooner or later, this will come in as a form of habit soon.
This wont bring any pain i guess to me or to other party.
as this doesnt consist any commitment.
this is just making good use of each other when there is a need?
I fuck care if there is Karma. Im single. I wwant to play.
Im gonna enjoy life now as im alrdy 20. thou thats not an UNCLE age.
but ya. i have been leaving behind peoples shadow.
Waiting for the impossible to be possible.
im not gonna bring misery to myself.
im gonna end this.
i guess it had already start on the 27th march 2008.
AGAIN, someone pls jugde me!
all i know is Im missing someone
the feeling isnt good to have.
Im so sad to know the person you like wasnt me.
but its alright. i will still do my part to comfort you whenever you are feeling sad.
its so uncommon to see me falling into this kind of situation again.
this kind of feeling sucks , worst than not having a girlfriend.
Now im planning to change my principle of life.
Doing something that i dont really aprrove on .
I had already tried it out once recently.
feels great thou. no string Attached relationship
More of a fling kind of thing.
What about one night stand?
sooner or later, this will come in as a form of habit soon.
This wont bring any pain i guess to me or to other party.
as this doesnt consist any commitment.
this is just making good use of each other when there is a need?
I fuck care if there is Karma. Im single. I wwant to play.
Im gonna enjoy life now as im alrdy 20. thou thats not an UNCLE age.
but ya. i have been leaving behind peoples shadow.
Waiting for the impossible to be possible.
im not gonna bring misery to myself.
im gonna end this.
i guess it had already start on the 27th march 2008.
AGAIN, someone pls jugde me!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
so boring luh
wednesday morning now i am alrdy rotting.
what is life?
let say, what is love? i dont get it. Explain to me please.!
Im always having more downs than UPs in my life.
How come sial.? Anyone can pls tell me.
I dont know what to blog about . Really bored.
What is going on down here .
No love no plans no money.
WAH.. This kinda life how to survive.?
How come other peoples life can be so colourful yet mine is so dull.?
This doesnt suit my theme of my blog !
wednesday morning now i am alrdy rotting.
what is life?
let say, what is love? i dont get it. Explain to me please.!
Im always having more downs than UPs in my life.
How come sial.? Anyone can pls tell me.
I dont know what to blog about . Really bored.
What is going on down here .
No love no plans no money.
WAH.. This kinda life how to survive.?
How come other peoples life can be so colourful yet mine is so dull.?
This doesnt suit my theme of my blog !
Friday, March 21, 2008
Perhaps Love
On-je-yot-don-gon-ji / gi-yong na jin ah-na
ja-ku nae mo-ri-ga / no-ro u-ji-rop-don shi-jak
han-du bon-shik / doh-oh-ryu-dun seng-gak
ja-ku nul-o-ga-so / jo-gum dang-hwang-su-ru-un i ma-umpyol-il-I ah-nil su
it-da-go / sa-so-han ma-umi-ra-go
ni-ga ne-ge ja-ku (ne ge ja ku)
ma-rul ha-nun / geh o-saeng-han-gol
sa-rang-in-ga-yo / ku-de nah-wa gat-da-myon shi-jahk-in-ga-yo
ma-mi jah ku gu dael / sa-rang-han-dae-yo
on se-sang-i dud-du-rok / so-ri-chi-ne-yo
wae i-je-ya dul-li-jyoh oooohh…
so-rol man-na-gi we-hyae / i-je-ya sa-rang cha-jat-da-go
ji-gum nae ma-umul / sol-myong-ha-ryoh hae-do
ne-ga nae-ga dwe-o mamul nu kki nun bang bop ppun in de
i-mi nan ni / a-ne / it-nun-gol
ni a-ne / ni-ga it-du shi
u-rin so-ro-we-ge (so ro we ge)i
-mi gil-dul-yo / jin-ji mo-la
Seng-gak-hae-bo-myon (saeng gahk hae boh myuhn)
Manh-un sun-gan-so-ke (so ke)
Ol-ma-na manhun (yeah) sol-le-im it-ot-nun-ji
jo-gum nujun gu man-kum nan do jal-hyae jul-kke-yo
ham-ke hal-ke-yo / chu-wok-i dwel giokman sol-mul-hal-ke-yo
da-shin nae gyote-so / ddo-na-ji ma-yo
jjal-bun sun-gan-jo-cha-do bul-an-han gol-yo
nae-ge mo-mul-lo-jwoyo oooohh…
Gu-dael i-roh-ke ma-nhi (gu to rok ma-nhi)
Sarang-ha-go wi-so-yo (gu dae yo ya mahn) i mi
i like this song very very much. :)
Perhaps love (english)
I don’t know when it all started
When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you
These thoughts would often pop up in my mind
I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you
It’s nothing.. it’s just a little thingY
our words are awkward to me
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love
If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me
I’m already inside of you
Just like you’re inside of me
To each other [to each other]
We may already be too accustomed
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves youI
t screams out for the whole world to hearWhy has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love
When I think about it [when I think about it]
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I’ll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I’ll be with you, I’ll only give you fond memories
Please don’t ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~
I already love you so much (you’re the only one)
Thursday, March 20, 2008
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensationsSeduce me 'cause I
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart'
Til my dying da
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensationsSeduce me 'cause I
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart'
Til my dying da
HUR HUR
deleted the Prev two entries as i think they make no sense luh.
So ya.. i dont think that should those remind here as at that moment of time, i dont know what im talking about...
Ya. Now i wake my senses up . I think ya. I have been stubborn recently. If jason reads this. he will know what im talking about. Jason LEE. AM i right? lol I think i will slack now la. dun be too bother about the stuff Both jason n i are bothering about, jason n i has have the same trouble. nOW i will let it come to me. not i go to them. haha. like that i wont be so tired and irritated.
Nv come then nv come . I used to it. i Actually quite like the times of few months ago or perhaps few weeks ago. no stress no nuts. healthy lifestyle.
now everyting is back to Square One. Treatin everything as per normal.
deleted the Prev two entries as i think they make no sense luh.
So ya.. i dont think that should those remind here as at that moment of time, i dont know what im talking about...
Ya. Now i wake my senses up . I think ya. I have been stubborn recently. If jason reads this. he will know what im talking about. Jason LEE. AM i right? lol I think i will slack now la. dun be too bother about the stuff Both jason n i are bothering about, jason n i has have the same trouble. nOW i will let it come to me. not i go to them. haha. like that i wont be so tired and irritated.
Nv come then nv come . I used to it. i Actually quite like the times of few months ago or perhaps few weeks ago. no stress no nuts. healthy lifestyle.
now everyting is back to Square One. Treatin everything as per normal.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
so long ever since i update..
hmms. nth actuali happen to be mention till my bdae 11th of march.
on my birthdaY, i actually help one of my friends move his house. haa. as i had nth nice or special to do.
as my friend need my help/ i just went down to help. It was not a wasted trip i can say.
It was fun and i stayed at his place. new and old one day each.
get to know two pple. one i wont be mentioning cause im not interested as i dont hv any good impression of the person.. im not going to mention the gender, haha.
the other one hmms.. name s.wing. haha. what a nice to name to have ha. SWING HERE AND SWING THRE like a SWING. lol. no offence if u happen to read my blog.
yea,.. luckily i did went yo help jason to move house. if not i wont get to know u alrdy. M i right? haha.
Something has not happen is now happening. Is it for real? haha. PRAY! Guess what am i talking about ba. aahhhhaa
hmms. nth actuali happen to be mention till my bdae 11th of march.
on my birthdaY, i actually help one of my friends move his house. haa. as i had nth nice or special to do.
as my friend need my help/ i just went down to help. It was not a wasted trip i can say.
It was fun and i stayed at his place. new and old one day each.
get to know two pple. one i wont be mentioning cause im not interested as i dont hv any good impression of the person.. im not going to mention the gender, haha.
the other one hmms.. name s.wing. haha. what a nice to name to have ha. SWING HERE AND SWING THRE like a SWING. lol. no offence if u happen to read my blog.
yea,.. luckily i did went yo help jason to move house. if not i wont get to know u alrdy. M i right? haha.
Something has not happen is now happening. Is it for real? haha. PRAY! Guess what am i talking about ba. aahhhhaa
Sunday, February 03, 2008
"A beast in a jungle fall for a beauty from a city"
see that line of sentence before? or hear anyone discussing similar topic? this sentence i got it from a movie. featuring king kong, dinosaurs and people. Forget what is the name of the movie call. but anyway, this king kong was mersmerised by a lady from city. in the king kongs eyes, he can only see her n her beauty. nth esle.
can u imagine an animal or i shall say a beast fall for a human being. haha. actuali the morale of the story is that the lady is so damn beautiful that a beast can fall for her. haha. seriously. im acting like the beast now. haha. Mesmerised by xxxx. how? but the beast died in the end. im surely not going to die. the beast n the lady cant get together of cause , due to size and the form of nature. one is a beast, and one is a human. but for my case, even both me n xxxx is human. we still cant be tgt. haa. this time is due to humans factor.
wondering when i can get a sport car to drive. LEXUS one is so damn nice can. i so into that now. i want to drive.
looking forward to CNY!!!!
see that line of sentence before? or hear anyone discussing similar topic? this sentence i got it from a movie. featuring king kong, dinosaurs and people. Forget what is the name of the movie call. but anyway, this king kong was mersmerised by a lady from city. in the king kongs eyes, he can only see her n her beauty. nth esle.
can u imagine an animal or i shall say a beast fall for a human being. haha. actuali the morale of the story is that the lady is so damn beautiful that a beast can fall for her. haha. seriously. im acting like the beast now. haha. Mesmerised by xxxx. how? but the beast died in the end. im surely not going to die. the beast n the lady cant get together of cause , due to size and the form of nature. one is a beast, and one is a human. but for my case, even both me n xxxx is human. we still cant be tgt. haa. this time is due to humans factor.
wondering when i can get a sport car to drive. LEXUS one is so damn nice can. i so into that now. i want to drive.
looking forward to CNY!!!!
Saturday, January 26, 2008
cannot imagine she reply my email. haha. i was looking forward to this mail. but didnt really expecting her to reply. cause she is such a busy woman now i guess. overall. im happy!! haa.
haa. this line: " he is the prince charming in the heart and isnt it that the most important?"
this line i will rmb for my life. so ones dun judge pple by looks but character and personalities. ya.. everyone say so. but. im confused!! seriously.
for example. a guy approach a girl. no matter wad.. appearance surely come 1st cus u hv too look at the face wad.. jus got to know each other. cfm dunno each other character one right. so i feel abit contridicting. haha.. mayb this dun apply to owns' bf and gf. haha
but i shall not think too much now.
i will wanna focus my buliding up my body now. i know it will be difficult. but i will try. for the sake of something. haha. that will be my motivation.
i have yet get my clothings for Chinese New Year. DAMn!! no money is such a headache la. how.. save mi!!
haa. this line: " he is the prince charming in the heart and isnt it that the most important?"
this line i will rmb for my life. so ones dun judge pple by looks but character and personalities. ya.. everyone say so. but. im confused!! seriously.
for example. a guy approach a girl. no matter wad.. appearance surely come 1st cus u hv too look at the face wad.. jus got to know each other. cfm dunno each other character one right. so i feel abit contridicting. haha.. mayb this dun apply to owns' bf and gf. haha
but i shall not think too much now.
i will wanna focus my buliding up my body now. i know it will be difficult. but i will try. for the sake of something. haha. that will be my motivation.
i have yet get my clothings for Chinese New Year. DAMn!! no money is such a headache la. how.. save mi!!
Thursday, January 24, 2008
clarification here. thank you.
haha.. Hope anyone out there dun get misunderstood that i like DAWN YANG
PLEASE! I DONT!
haha.. Hope anyone out there dun get misunderstood that i like DAWN YANG
PLEASE! I DONT!
the " i wanna get close to her" meaning i wanna know her in person. nth else.. ok.
she is a celeb now . if i like her.. seems abit too FAR la.
ok. done with clarification.
back to the main topic:
today is a brain cells killing day. i have spent almost the whole day in school doing my assignment. Luckily. there is help from my friends. if not , haa. my brain is alrdy dead by now.
cant imagine that i will actually stay back in school till late n do. tats so unlike mi la.. haha. nvm . once in a while i wil be good boy.
came to realise something when i came across a few pics. i realise that two or more person may appear in the same area. place. area.country. but u jus cant meet the person. now i know fate does play an important part. it is very very important. if fate was there, i tell u. everything in love will be easy. but that doesnt seems to be happening. im so sad when i came to know that.
i have been to that place. that area. that country more than i visit sentosa. but why when she was there .. i got no chance to see her. ya. i admit that that country is bigger than spore.. but why jus cant god create this little one oppurnity. and why now let mi know that i was actually been to the place she been before and yet cant bump into her.
and yet.. spore is so so small. why cant i bump into her too.. come on! population in here is so small little la can. why why why? i hv millions of why . stop for now. got test to study for
u guys up there jus dun hv the rights to do so, (NO OFFENCE)
Monday, January 21, 2008
long since i have updated... far too long even for me to even know when was my last update.
since i have nth to do now in class. i just hope in blogger.com to at least feed my blog. haa. if not it will be hungry...!
just how nice it will be to stay at home , watching tveE! admiring pictures. how i wish !
its so nice of my lecturer mr redman to cancel the class on this thursday.. ha. at least i hv sth nice to mention in this 1st entry of 2008.. the prev entry i rmb was a terrible sad one.hope there wil not be anymore that kinda stuff anymore in near future.. no! i should say it must not come near me.
i nvr once notice or even bother how dawn yang looks and stuff about her. but recently, i came her across her stuff . most imptly her real person. haha. after so long, and her pics. that was like oh my god. how can i missed out someone who is so so so pretty out there . luckily enough now it is not too late . haa.. now im starting to get engrose about her.. i want to know everything about her n stuff.. But.. but.. im not going to be a stalker. trying to seek means to get close to her. haa.. this might seems to be impossible.. yea. i know. she is a celeb/artise now. how can i know her when im nobody.
i want to be somebody!!! i had email her when i dont even know whther is that her email or wad? jus trying my luck down there. haha.
anyway. im a happy go lucky person.
no commitment involved down there.. haa...
~merci~
since i have nth to do now in class. i just hope in blogger.com to at least feed my blog. haa. if not it will be hungry...!
just how nice it will be to stay at home , watching tveE! admiring pictures. how i wish !
its so nice of my lecturer mr redman to cancel the class on this thursday.. ha. at least i hv sth nice to mention in this 1st entry of 2008.. the prev entry i rmb was a terrible sad one.hope there wil not be anymore that kinda stuff anymore in near future.. no! i should say it must not come near me.
i nvr once notice or even bother how dawn yang looks and stuff about her. but recently, i came her across her stuff . most imptly her real person. haha. after so long, and her pics. that was like oh my god. how can i missed out someone who is so so so pretty out there . luckily enough now it is not too late . haa.. now im starting to get engrose about her.. i want to know everything about her n stuff.. But.. but.. im not going to be a stalker. trying to seek means to get close to her. haa.. this might seems to be impossible.. yea. i know. she is a celeb/artise now. how can i know her when im nobody.
i want to be somebody!!! i had email her when i dont even know whther is that her email or wad? jus trying my luck down there. haha.
anyway. im a happy go lucky person.
no commitment involved down there.. haa...
~merci~
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