title: why? AM ITHAT BAD?



dunno wad to say.. its quite disheartening n sad to hear that a parent actuali dislike mi so much... am i reali that loathsome? unpleasin to the eyes? why does he has so many bias against mi? ya.. i agree that i might be handsome.. but that doesnt counts all rite? no noe knows wad will happen in the future de ma,,, i dun wan my dear to quarell wif him over mi. that makes mi feel very sad u know.
this is the 1st of all times i heard a parent dislikes mi so much.. but he onli did see mi once .. n the period of time isnt long,, din even talk to mi b4,, he doesnt know mi well or shud jus dun even know mi.. hais.. im jus sad that the imrpession i gave
wasnt that well ba.. hais..

sudenly i felt that im worthless... so many bad points abt mi? im reali that bad? why doesnt any1 tell mi? but overall i still love yun han , my dear.. no matter wad.
i jus dun wan her to be sad n cry...

title: YAY!!! finally our two month... but




hmmms.. time reali flies ah.. mi n my dar reaching two months le... one day more.. haha.. cant tink of it ah.. had been miting her everyday 24-7 leh.. haha.. cant figure out why eh.. i will miss her even for a sec.. close my eyes see her face liao... hais.. but too bad la.. i got driving test tml n she got her netball camp.. cant cele tgt liao.. but i tink that she will know wad m i tinking . actuali.. celebration is jus a form of showing.. but we all know. its jus impt that we still hv each other in our heart// loving each other.. thats enuff le.. for example.. spending wif ur love one happily... everyday is a valentines day.. m i not rite.. haha...
camp camp camp... 1st of all is OBS.. 5days.. now ehr scool netball camp.. luckily onli 3 days. if not i will die n will start complaining to her fren wenting again.. haha...
i jus love her la.. cant help it..lol... hmms... i hope this love of ours will last lors.. i cant say everlast... but .. jus carry on ba,. i dunno can pass my driving test ornt man.. hais,, nv study,, lol.. okie la wish mi luck ba

title: /?/?/?/

my dear is back.. n ofcus im happy.. dunno why i feel sth amiss . hais..
why am i feeling this way? my heart aches.. dunno for wad reason... n i feel lke crying.. i dunno how to describe how i feel? is it i tink too much le or wad?i reali dunno.. im reali stressed up alrdy.. wads is happenng to MI? tears now filled my eyes .. but i refuse to let it drop.. is it becus of my dear? or wad? i reali got no idea..
my family had probs alrdy.. im all confuse..

can someone let mi know the answer? due to overwhelming reponses.. i nid to carry on.. haha.. =p

Title: fiNallY... FriDAy is here


HAha... the day im waiting for has finally arrive.. wch is FFRIDAY.. the day wch my dear is coming back frm camp man... everyday till today.. i was praying for the time to tick faster.. so that i can meet my dear asap... finally ya.. can say that i reali miss her .. even im hving flu n fever... she is still on my mind .. haha... dunno that she got misses mi ornt leh? haha... perhaps she hving fun in the camp bah? but tuesday she did ring mi up... i was surprise n Happy.. at least i can hear her voice.. can cure my love sick abit bah.. haha..
though now im still sick... im gonna fetch her frm sch. im dying to see her...
i reali love my dear alot ...

hais... now starting to stress again leh.. now going to no more money liao.. hais... luckily i had clear my debts ah.. if nt i will die in the worst kind of ways man... thanx to my dear ... i managed to clear my debts ba.. w/o knowing her or hving her by my side.. i will still be gambling n smoking ba.. haha...
sch work oso stress... i know nuts abt OOP man... mext will be NF.. the rest still okie ba.. how how how?
my 2nd month wif my dear is comingsoon le... 11 more days.. but both of us is busy ah.. i got driving test. she got camp.. hais... she gonna leave mi for a few days again.. hai.. why leh?
i reali miss the times wif her though.. how i wish im in sec sch now leh.. at least got hols .. den can spend more time wif her... hais,. too bad la.. born in the wrong year,, haha.. wonder why she n i can mit up everyday leh? puzzled!!! tink she had bcome part of my daily routine n part of my life le ba.. sth wch i cant short of in this period of time... no one knows wad will happen in the future or i can say in few months time.. but i will cherish every moment n every single sec wif her lors... the chemistry bonding is strong ba perhaps.. for now.. i jus hope that afternoon quicky arrive n now im preparing to receive her msg abt wad time she will be arriving... i will fly like a rocket to mit her .. haha..
tats all ba..

shud i stop?? i dunno leh. pple starting to question mi liao!! aiyo

title: 2 more days to go....


hais.. misses her so badly can.. cant even hv a gd slp lor.. now im sick le la.. cough like wad shit.. hais...

now i onli can do things alone alrdy... has been going to the places she n i oways go.. like champion... MOS burger.. taking bus 55.. her sch the busstop.. im jus leting my brain recapping the memories being wif her.. so that i wun miss her so much.. but like no help eh... wah.... lao tian ah... bring her back to mi asap can.. aiyo.. reali dying le la..

2 more days.. n she will be back... gogogogo!!!!

title: this is how i feel now... OMg


frm sept 21 onwards till now... haha.. i hv been wif my gf till now.. hmms.. abt a month plus le bah.. since den..we had oways mit up wach other w/o fail... i miss her so much now .. she had went to 5 days OBS camp.. now i cant mit up wif her for 5 days after being wif her everyday.. how can i survive.. perhaps down ther she is hving fun ba.. as CAT HIGH was ther... hmms.. so man guys wor.. haha.. but i can say that dwn here.. im missing her BADLY.. wonder how to spend my 5 days w/o her ya.. hmms.. hope my dar is alrite ba.. as she is nt feeling well when she go to camp.. hais...
reali misses her..