title:slowly becoming a nitelife person

hmms.. ytd went to drink again.. tis kinda nitelife was a paradise.. ever since the brkup.. i was gradualli changing.. hmms.. i kinda enjoy it la.. go clubbing n drink wif my bros.. den at times go jio gals n dance lol,.. nt bad la.. overall haha.. thou i spend alot of money . haha..

bo bian la.. i wan faster get my license man,, if not oways on cab.. very chor bei la.. hhaha..

tis friday n sat goin club mayb.. COME ON MOS N DXO!!!!!

Title: i was so drunk

haha.. ytd went DXO to club.. hmms.. was celebrating a frens bdae jus know on that day de la..
lol... hmms.. ytd was so high n happening la.. so long nv liddat liao.. now i jus my life is changing n im changing..

so sian.. ytd was drunk la.. haha.. nvm.. frens bdae ma.. hmms.. drink my heaRT oUT.. but Dxo was damn hot la.. n more guys den gals.. LOL..

wanna jio gal oso cannot.. sian.. lol.. nvm.. there is oways nxt time.. hehe...

title: hhmmms..

spend valentines day alone.. haha.. studying for last paper.. hope i can pass wor.. i did other thing oso. i did my confession to sum1.. haha.. i last time din reali had the chance to tell her.. so on this day.. i made it.. i dun wan to live my life in regrets . haha.. alot of regrets ah.. haha.. no choice la.. i dunno reali how to express myself de lah even if i reali love sumting... tats my bad point ba.. lose out in it..

im going to makeover myself le lor.. haha.. shaving my hair aft chinese new year.. nt totaly bald ah.. jus change lor.. see myself till sian liao.. haha .. tm,l end paper liao.. havoc ah. now i jus pray i can live happily.. n everyting run smoothly wif mi.. be wif 1 one i luv n last last last.. hais...

i going to chiong gym man... work out my body ... i wan to BE FIT!!!!
a new mi is on the way....

title: YAY

finally.. i see some reults man.. i got abit bigger aft going gym.. nt wasted la.. i will continue man..

oMG la.. i jus let it all out le leh.. haiyo.. why mus she ask mi leh.. shudden had tell.. say le oso no diff... wait lor. bo bian. let it out mayb better ba.
so sian lo.. nth to do.. back to my normal life liao.. now got money le la.. can spend.. dun nid worry lor.. haha..
jus came here to write.. tata

title: finaLLY,


YAY!!! finally everythng is out of my mind lor.. now wanna hv a NEW LIVE NEW GOAL NEW TARGET.. since thats wad has happen.. den learn to live wif it lor.. haha.. no choice.. hmms.. i wun hate her or wad la.. i wan to thank her lor.. i hv learn alot seriously for the past four mths.. im sad in the beginning cus this relationship reali bring mi happy times.. but now.. i had let it go.. im a guy man.. cannot be so girly la.. seriously.. tinking that. im abit stupid lot.. no point turning back ma.. for wad sia.. there is stil future.. haha..im 19 liao.. mus know how to tink . hmms.. i relai get it tru liao man.. hoho.. happy for mi everyone? haha.. hmms. at 1st i look at those pics i took wif her, i will cry n sad, but now.. haha.. i will smile.. dunno why.. hmm.. sad oso no point la .. seriously..

title: end...

no matter wad i wish for now, there is no use liao.. hais.. wadever is love? i reali dunno.. i reali did my best to save this relationship.. but all i hear is no NO NO!! i oways tot that my gf is the onli thing, onli morale support i can get, the onli soul i can rely on when im facing all sorts of trouble, yes.. i did put my fustration on u.. yes, my attitude is bad, but i didnt do it on purpose, i treat u as my close one, tats why i behave this way... if cant possible vent it on anyone. cus i treat u as my love one. but why use this as an reason to brkup. is there reali no things to let u stay.. i love ur everythng , i didnt change to suit the love she is gifing mi, i jus hope she will be happy wif mi , tats all.. i dont change simply for anyone..everybody will change., its onli the matter of time. b4 i do anything, i will tink of her 1st.. is it wrong to treat her this way? m i? my september fairytale finally ended., i seriously i tot it can last, cus i love her wif all i had, witout leaving her behind, she jus tink of the bads, why cant she use the goods to cover it up and perserve abit more to let mi have the time to slowly prove to her she reali mean alot to mi. i reali have my peace of mind when she say she wum n nv tink of brking wif mi.. is it all lie? all saying it when we r in the sweetest moment,? i mean everyting i say to her, i reali do.
tinking bad, i was very very happy when she agreed tobe my gal. i was hoping up n dwn , reasing my frens.. now is the totally opposite, perhaps im reeali in wrong to treat her tis way i hv stayed up 5 nites, 2 nites playing mahjong wif my frens, i cant slp, i saw her when i close my eyes,, my heart has lost its place, my soul has lose its way, i tink tis may last quite awhile, if she is reali that misery being wif mi, i wil let her go, to let her have the best of wad she want, i jus want her to be happy, even this has happen.i still love her. reali i do ..
wad i can do is living wif regrets... with the tears she sehd for mi lingering in my heart

to ; han
i hv learn to watch u in the far, miss u bit by bit . lesser each day
i hope u have ur best life in the future
thanx for letting mi hv a sweet memory
i will always rmb that..

im back finally aft so so so long.. i tink i got depression leh. feeling sad . oso duno why? im worry my gf might go 1 day. we have been tgt for 4mths +. we have our hppy times and sad times oso..n ofucs. mos of all is happy times.. but recently.. i feel sth is changing leh.. she had change? i duno leh. hais. so sian abt it. so stress oso.. duuno wad to do.. can anyone tell mi?

i jus to be like b4.. our september times....