this time i dont know how to express myself.

all i know is Im missing someone

the feeling isnt good to have.

Im so sad to know the person you like wasnt me.

but its alright. i will still do my part to comfort you whenever you are feeling sad.

its so uncommon to see me falling into this kind of situation again.

this kind of feeling sucks , worst than not having a girlfriend.

Now im planning to change my principle of life.

Doing something that i dont really aprrove on .

I had already tried it out once recently.

feels great thou. no string Attached relationship

More of a fling kind of thing.

What about one night stand?

sooner or later, this will come in as a form of habit soon.

This wont bring any pain i guess to me or to other party.

as this doesnt consist any commitment.

this is just making good use of each other when there is a need?

I fuck care if there is Karma. Im single. I wwant to play.

Im gonna enjoy life now as im alrdy 20. thou thats not an UNCLE age.

but ya. i have been leaving behind peoples shadow.

Waiting for the impossible to be possible.

im not gonna bring misery to myself.

im gonna end this.

i guess it had already start on the 27th march 2008.


AGAIN, someone pls jugde me!

so boring luh



wednesday morning now i am alrdy rotting.
what is life?

let say, what is love? i dont get it. Explain to me please.!

Im always having more downs than UPs in my life.
How come sial.? Anyone can pls tell me.

I dont know what to blog about . Really bored.
What is going on down here .
No love no plans no money.
WAH.. This kinda life how to survive.?

How come other peoples life can be so colourful yet mine is so dull.?
This doesnt suit my theme of my blog !

Perhaps Love

On-je-yot-don-gon-ji / gi-yong na jin ah-na
ja-ku nae mo-ri-ga / no-ro u-ji-rop-don shi-jak
han-du bon-shik / doh-oh-ryu-dun seng-gak
ja-ku nul-o-ga-so / jo-gum dang-hwang-su-ru-un i ma-umpyol-il-I ah-nil su
it-da-go / sa-so-han ma-umi-ra-go
ni-ga ne-ge ja-ku (ne ge ja ku)
ma-rul ha-nun / geh o-saeng-han-gol


sa-rang-in-ga-yo / ku-de nah-wa gat-da-myon shi-jahk-in-ga-yo
ma-mi jah ku gu dael / sa-rang-han-dae-yo
on se-sang-i dud-du-rok / so-ri-chi-ne-yo
wae i-je-ya dul-li-jyoh oooohh…
so-rol man-na-gi we-hyae / i-je-ya sa-rang cha-jat-da-go
ji-gum nae ma-umul / sol-myong-ha-ryoh hae-do
ne-ga nae-ga dwe-o mamul nu kki nun bang bop ppun in de

i-mi nan ni / a-ne / it-nun-gol
ni a-ne / ni-ga it-du shi
u-rin so-ro-we-ge (so ro we ge)i
-mi gil-dul-yo / jin-ji mo-la

Seng-gak-hae-bo-myon (saeng gahk hae boh myuhn)
Manh-un sun-gan-so-ke (so ke)
Ol-ma-na manhun (yeah) sol-le-im it-ot-nun-ji
jo-gum nujun gu man-kum nan do jal-hyae jul-kke-yo

ham-ke hal-ke-yo / chu-wok-i dwel giokman sol-mul-hal-ke-yo
da-shin nae gyote-so / ddo-na-ji ma-yo
jjal-bun sun-gan-jo-cha-do bul-an-han gol-yo
nae-ge mo-mul-lo-jwoyo oooohh…
Gu-dael i-roh-ke ma-nhi (gu to rok ma-nhi)
Sarang-ha-go wi-so-yo (gu dae yo ya mahn) i mi


i like this song very very much. :)

Perhaps love (english)

I don’t know when it all started

When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you

These thoughts would often pop up in my mind

I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you

It’s nothing.. it’s just a little thingY

our words are awkward to me

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?

My heart keeps saying it loves you

It screams out for the whole world to hear

Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?

We’ve finally met.. finally found love

If I wanted to show you how I feel

The only way would be for you to become me

I’m already inside of you

Just like you’re inside of me

To each other [to each other]

We may already be too accustomed

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?

My heart keeps saying it loves youI

t screams out for the whole world to hearWhy has it taken so long for me to hear it~?

We’ve finally met.. finally found love

When I think about it [when I think about it]

I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled

I’ll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings

I’ll be with you, I’ll only give you fond memories

Please don’t ever leave me again

Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy

Please stay by me~

I already love you so much (you’re the only one)

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensationsSeduce me 'cause I
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart'
Til my dying da

HUR HUR


deleted the Prev two entries as i think they make no sense luh.
So ya.. i dont think that should those remind here as at that moment of time, i dont know what im talking about...

Ya. Now i wake my senses up . I think ya. I have been stubborn recently. If jason reads this. he will know what im talking about. Jason LEE. AM i right? lol I think i will slack now la. dun be too bother about the stuff Both jason n i are bothering about, jason n i has have the same trouble. nOW i will let it come to me. not i go to them. haha. like that i wont be so tired and irritated.

Nv come then nv come . I used to it. i Actually quite like the times of few months ago or perhaps few weeks ago. no stress no nuts. healthy lifestyle.

now everyting is back to Square One. Treatin everything as per normal.

so long ever since i update..
hmms. nth actuali happen to be mention till my bdae 11th of march.
on my birthdaY, i actually help one of my friends move his house. haa. as i had nth nice or special to do.
as my friend need my help/ i just went down to help. It was not a wasted trip i can say.
It was fun and i stayed at his place. new and old one day each.

get to know two pple. one i wont be mentioning cause im not interested as i dont hv any good impression of the person.. im not going to mention the gender, haha.

the other one hmms.. name s.wing. haha. what a nice to name to have ha. SWING HERE AND SWING THRE like a SWING. lol. no offence if u happen to read my blog.
yea,.. luckily i did went yo help jason to move house. if not i wont get to know u alrdy. M i right? haha.

Something has not happen is now happening. Is it for real? haha. PRAY! Guess what am i talking about ba. aahhhhaa