title: i had fun


hmmms.ytd went to TOWN to a kbox session wif my frens.. haha.. sing till full ah.. can tell u 1st.. dunno leh.. this time round nv sing untill no voice leh.. hoho. perhaps is jus a short 4hrs session.. nt long enuff eh.. haha.. aft that we went to play snooker... lol.. as usual la.. our game routine.. hmm. i kinda broke now le.. so.. haha.. take step by step lo.. money spend finish liao den die.. lol.. hmms.. i hid a job la.. toopid tuition agency nv givr mi any assignment.. shit them la.. haha... anyway.. i wanna tanks u for trusting mi ah.. u know u hu la.. telling the password... thanx.. winkx./ i jio u out again.. bo shang lian.. reject mi. alot of times le hor.. haha.. hmms.. the stupid person who disturb my dear fren in her blog... haha.. scold u oso waste my breath as u cant see .. n u r a shit.. so dun worth scolding u.. hmms... continue my day ba... aft snooker.. haha.. we still quite hyper ba.. so we went dwn to cineleisure to catch a late horror movie.. nt a bad show ah.. quite horror.. lol.. hmms.. during the journey to cine.. we actuali had a walking compettion.. haha.. i tink mi n ands had a draw ba.. haha.. hmms.. sad la.. nv win.. nvm.. haha.. tml is teachers day celebration le.. im going back to my sec sch n see my teachers.. haha.. kinda miss sec sch life now.. tinking back.. sec sch is much much better lo.. hmms.. my primary no more liao.. if not i tink i will go back de lo.. hmms.. it merges wif ftpps.. my pri sch teachers are teaching there now.. dunno stil dre ornt leh.. nvm.. oso nv go back.. im lokking forward to this friday nite outing man.. so excited.. going to OCH.. hoho.. hmms.. i sort of the organizor.. lol.. hmms.. nv go b4 .. so mus go.. if a im a failure.. my dear lill fren kaiyan was so scared to go there man.. haha. i will make sure she goes... haha.. anyway.. got gal go oso ma.. y scared.. i n other pple woll protect u de ma.. hehe.. no worries la.. suppose to go to KRUNK at sentosa.. hmms.. due to lack of funds.. so i nv go lo.. hehe. save money now man.. if not i will die.. i jus nid a job la.. tats all.. a job will save mi for now n future.. hehe.. i had register for SIM le.. hope i can gt in lo.. but i will miss my frens in Ngee anN. thou is nxt door onli.. but .. hais .. im all alone in SIM... i shy u see.. haha
so dunno can make new frens ornt.. hopfully can ah. hehe..
okie ba.. stop here for now.. friday back from OCH den update my blog again

title: same dream again..

omt~ same dreams again aft two weeks.. haa.. so weird leh.. haha. im so bored la.. haha.. recently nth much happen to mi lo.. onli that im in debt tats all.. haha.. very in debt. haha.. hu can hlp mi!!!! haha.. going twn ltr.. so long nv go twn le. but hai.. now oso no money.. hee.. dun feel lyk going twn leh.. cus mty hair very sucky now.. so ugly ... no face.. haa. perhaps wearing a cap ba.. haha. i had the same dream again.. mayb im tinking of that person too much? or wad? i dunno.. jus wondering.. hmms.. but i tot tat i shuden tink of her so much ba.. its impossible between us i tink.. it is oways liddat de laa.. i confess le oso no use .. so now i rather kip it to myself.. trying to pick myself up frm it now lo.. trying hard.. this friday is KRUNK.. zouk out nite.. dunno to go ornt.. no money eh. now dun hv the play mood now leh thou is hols now.. haha. ltr im gonna sing my hearts out man.. lol.. i tink my fren is abit mad ah.. intro mi to join superstar.. crazy man.. so paiseh can... haa.. i sing like toad den wan mi join.. wait till i sing like professional den can consider la.. siao 1.. wait the tv jus noce telecast my audition den i die ah.. no nid go sch liao man.. mus put paper bag cover my face.. my dear fren.. hmms.. fate brings two lovers toghter.. the rest of the journey mus depends on each of them.. see how they mantain n develop.. we can choose our destiny.. it jus depends how we look at things sometimes.. nth is impossible ba..
treaure n cherish is a gd virtue to learn... haa.. dun take things fir granted tats all..
the end of 2dae ba.. haa.. oh ya.. hows my story? there will be more of them.. kip in touch!!!!

title: tired tired tired...

wah.. very tired eh.. hmms... since school hols.. i hv been spending everynites till morning ard 6am.. shit man... sopiling my own health.. haa.. hmms.. the fishing trip was FUN!! haa.. thou the harvest wasnt that great.. but i tink my frens n i enjoy that nite ba.. haa.. we played games instead of fishing.. my fren will sick man.. kena forfeit.. the forfeit is kiss each other.. my fren i n were to kiss for 5 secs.. omg la.. btw.. my fren is a guy.. while we were doing our forfeit.. he tilt his head left n rite.. wah.. seems like he is enjoying.. wth la.. so sick . haa.. nvm la.. nxt time i will take my revenge.. lol.. i spent my day at kahtib jetty wif my frens till nxt day monring 10 lo.. den i reach home bath le.. straight away lie on my bed and slp... haha.. i slp like no mans world man.. lol.. hmms. nw my hse is like a chalet man.. haa.. so many of my frens come here slack n overnite.. lol.. but is gd ala.. hols oso nth to do.. haa im soo tired eh.. hmms.. ltr is my NP fren eveS bdae.. but i might not be going eh... so tired.. n my papa is back 2dae frm oversea. so i tink i shud stay at home for 2dae ba...

tink i shud stop here le ba..
come in nxt time round

title: the story continues.....



days had passed.. the guy still watches the gal frm a distance.. but this time round.. he seems to be alittle joyful . haa.. cus he has got the contacts of the gal he likes.. n e both of them had start msging n chatting online.. but in his heart he knows that the gal will nv like him .. she still loves the guy alots.. however he seems to be contented in this way of life now.. cherishing every precious moment he had wif her.. haha.. as in chatting n msging.. he still nv dare to confess to her. he scared this might scare her away. n they cant even msg n chat.. he dreamt of her everynow n then... hmms. then the nxt day moring his mum will tease him n ssay " son.. u were smiling sweetly last nite. hu did u dreamt of" haha... he shy off n shoo of his mum.. lol. he can onli be wif her in his dream.. so he will try to slp early n hv the same dream of her.. how he hops he will be able to protect the gal n shower her wif all his love for her. this jus aint happening to him.. "" being love is fortunate.. love sum1 is miserable w/o the person knowing. the gal oso suffering frm the same thing.. she was waiting for the guy she loves to love her.
how coincidence that they both were sharing the same fate.. but fate doesnt bring this two pple togther...

im back .. a few days passed n i hvnt update my blog.. nth much hppen ba.. was slacking all the way lo.. n im turnging abit fat i tink.. haa.. now my family probs is getting better.. bro bcome more obedient. life is getting jus ait better,, hols is abit boring la.. everyday mus plan wd to do the nxt day.. worry for money.. haiyo.. sian la.. Zxzxxxzzzz. haaa. slp late oso.. den wake up late oso.. life is turnign the other way round.. how i wish i had a gf now .. lol.. lalala.. den ca spend time 2gther.. shopping .. chatiing .. hais.. thats jus too bad.. waiting for pple to intro mi eh. hu will be my saviour... hahaa.. aniway.. im going fishing 2dae... haha.. got around 7-8 pple going.. that will be fun man.. hope i will got harvest ba.. lol.. now im my mind, there is this 1 person im tinking n worry abt now... hope she wun be emo n smiles oways ba

TO: u..
hope u know im refering to u ba.. hmms..visited ur new blog.. nice seh!! haha.. i wan 1 of that.. haah.. nvm.. hmms.. dun be unhappy la.. u hv bright smiles okie.. haha. make full use of it lo... hmms.. dun fall sick again.. cus u will be hlping ur mum rite? make urself healthy n strong.. n mayb i willl ask u out soon.. be prepared ah.. haha

tc
love
jon

title: senseless, motionless, moodless.. im lost..


how cud it be? im feeling moody ever since last nite till now.. last nite was having steamboat wif my frens at my place... hmms.. feelin weird.. hmms.. feeling like sth is bothering mi lo.. but i cant figure out wad is it .. hais. could it be love sick? haa.. come on laa.. how can it be man? or perhaps.. my mind was tinking of something. or mayb some1 that cannot be true.. its jus my luck ba..
i lit my 1st cig of the day ytd nite.. i wan to blow my troubles away.. so aft the 1st cig.. comes the 2nd n then the 3rd cig.. it doesnt seems to be effective .. waste of resources la. haha.. wadeva la.. jus feeling aint rite ba.. i nv msg pple for two days n my hp is completely shut for abt a day.. was hoping for msges when i turned on my fone.. but nope.. there wasnt any.. and i wasnt online for almost 2 nites oso..
tink abt this line " wo de ai ren bu shi wo ai de ren?" wch means.. my lover now isnt who i love? omg.. isnt it sad.. sometimes.. u got urself a gf or wife isnt who u truly love.. thou there is feeling there.. but it cant reali compare to the one u reali n truly love.. u r jus trying to forget her ba.. hmms.. is it a gd way to avoid love or wad.. i saw that phrase frm my frens nick n i spend time tinking abt it.. hmms.. in the end i got nth .. when im alone.. i will start emo again.. haa.. dunno why.. this feeling i mentioned abve jus now is jus like a ghost haunting mi man.. i jus cant wad i wan .. why why why? it has been so long.. mus i kip waiting ? mus I!!!! i reali dunNO ...

TO:u
jus takkaire of urself ya.. dun oways stay up late lo... see la.. now u sick liao..
hmms.. drink more water n rest reali well ya.. u nid to hlp ur mama oso.. so. dun get sick again k.. get well soon and stay happy
SmiLEs

loves
JOn

title: nt a bad sentosa trip .. LOL

awww.. nt a bad day laa.. haa.. its was a fruitful trip i tink... anyway.. SEE! my hair was black... haa.. n my skin is getting darker n daker.. nice rite? my hair oso nice rite... haha oops.. im nt the main attraction in this post laa.. haa.. it is the guy on the xtreme left of the pic? see it? he is takashiyo.. hmms.. nvm.. jus name him taka.. he was our new fren frm osaka japan.. haa.. cute rite..? he is 22yrs old now la.. he was quite a humourous guy lo.. we had fun playing ball n chit chatting.. happy times do flies.. we stll had to bid gdbye.. wish him all the best in japan.. GAMBATE!!
anyway.. tats not the end of my day la.. haha.. i saw two gals.. two great gals at sentosa.. it was like fallen angels from the heaven.haa.. omT~i open my eyes n turn around aft i had my tanning.. wah.. can tell u man.. u wud tot rhat u r dreaming ah.. i swear. haa.. the two gals was mixed blood de.. i tink is not local ba.. they were taking pics under the coc0nut trees at siloso beach wit their parents.. cant take myeyes of them until they walk till far far far ahead.. haa..
aiya.. regret nv take pic wit them ah.. damn it.. nvm.. one was cute wif black hair.. the other one was wif long brown hair hair ba.. she was pretty pretty.. haa
uncle ah.. wad two gorgeous daughters u hv ah.. how i wish i was ur son-in-law. haa. dreaming man.. how wud i hv the chance.. im an asian.. haa..
anyway,, i had sum1 in mind liao laa.. for goodness sake la.. mine will still be the best ,, hoho..

title: haha.. wad a funny encountering


im very very full now .. jus came back frm dinner half an hour ago... rushing home to online man.. haha... wds so gd abt online? hah..mayb bcus got HER!! haa.. wad rubbish?!? anyway.. jus now while i was hving dinner.. it was actuali the 7th month dinner.. there was this lady in her twenties i tink sat bside mi. aft about an hour aft the dinner had start.. she starts toking to mi. omg.. i wa shock. but i can this lady was quite a pretty one.. hmms.. she asked mi wther i hv a gf or like anyone? i told her i hv sum1 in mind.. dn she ask does the gal knows abt it.. den i say nope.. haa.. i can sense that she is abit drunk n sad ba.. den she slowly bring up that she oso likes a guy.. but she couldnt tell him that she likes him for a certain reason.. hmms,, i was tinking.. wad a coincidence... same as mi siol.. lols. i guess she was about to cry ba.. i quickly console her.. as im scared if a gal do cry.. haa. den my mum ask if i know her/ haa.. den i act act lo.. say i know her.. hmms.. den we chat n chat till she ask mi wad will i do for my love one?
haha.. wad an interesting question! i said : i will peel prawns shell for her whenver we hv that for meal.. i will make her luff whenever she is sad.. lend her my shoulders witout fail. piggyyback her whenever her legs ache due to walking
let her have my shoes if she got her shoes spoil while we were shoping.. letting her know that she is more impt thanmy pride.. hug her whenever she feels cold. take off my clothings to shield her frm the rain even i hv to walk half naked.. haha.. omg man.. can u imagine that...!!
aft 45 mins of chating.. i hail her a cab n instruct the driver to send her home..
wad a strange enocountering eh.. keke!!

title: tHE story begins like this


hMMs... during the year of 2006... it is a new year for this particular guy. his new chapter of life at NGEE ANN POLY.. he thought that everything will very exiciting for him to the years ahead.. here is the headline of the story. he enters the block of ICT in NGEE ANN.. he had fun wif his new clsmate.. till the every end of the day.. he notice a gurl.. the cute little gal caught his attention.. he wanna appoach her but he din dare to.. haas.. { funni guy }. after all. he gave up his intention to know the gal n move on.. from that day onwards.. he will try to look out for the gal in ICT block.. witout fail.. he will grab wadever chance he had to take a glance at the gal .. no matter rain or shine { wad a stupid guy he is man!! haa.} this gal let him has got the reason to go sch early everydae jus to hv a look at her..
[why is there a guy who is born so stupid man... dun even dare to talk to the gal]
days n months had passed.. the guy truly has fallen for this gal.. but no one knows.. he had onli himself to express to.. as he knew that this gal like the other guy.. wad a heartbrking news.. all he did was looking her from distance.. loving her in silence.. wishing everything was doing fine for her.. protecting her in the dark like wad the guardian angel oways does.. he was contented jus to hear her sweet voice, bright little smile that she wore on her face whenever she is happy. and he will pray for her safety and for her happiness everydae..
BUt will this gal ever know how this guy feel about her.. hmms. i guess the answer will be an NO.. how long will this last for the guy? is there reali no chance for him?
NO ONE KNOWS!!
[i have skip some part of the story laa.. haa.. the above story onli covers 85%]


LOL.. here im back.. its now early moring 4am plus,,, i still cant fall aslp.. my mnd was full of stuff.. thinking of this and that.. haa.. she fall aslp while msging mi eh.
no1 to msg.. make mi felt so bored.. haa.. my bros are going to sentosa ltr this morning.. dun tink im following them.. im so shag n im gonna spend my time wif my beloved mama. YawnS.. holidays are so boring laa can.. hais... nid o find a job man.. if nt cant reali survive this hols.. i hv got plenty of things to buy . to do lo.
hope i can get into SIM ba.. haa// btw.. xiao gong zhu.. dun worry la .. u will nt jus get a pass.. i will pray for u de.. haa.. { tag mi wif u hapen to read my blog} n takkaire of the leg la k..
hmms.. make sure u accept my invitation nxt time hor.. haha.. or esle.. wahaha
thats all ba.. haha.. going to bed liao.. nites

tIlte: i forget what is LOve

hey..im back within hours.. haa.. 2dae is raining .. now this weather reflects abit about my mood now ba. :(.. now the cycle of my life is back.. i aint like this actuali. but i to face the facts of life.. so i tink being single is the best i tink.. perhaps ba..but sometimes humans feelings is beyond control ..but i tink is okie frm now ba.. im gonna kip everythng to myself.. im jus getting numb alrdy .. aft so many times of it.. i jus cant help it la.. or mayb the time aint rite for mi? no matter how much i done it is still the same laa... mayb this is my fate ba.. haa.. it might be a misunderstnding. but i tink is a HIGH percentage that it is not.. looks like im gonna led my carefree life alone or wif my brothers in the pic ba..
yeah man.. thats my brothers.. thats wad i took in sentosa lo.. im damn dark in the oic rite.. or is it jus becus of the lightings that makes mi looks as thou im a blackie... haha... now that i start blogging again.. haa.. i will try to blog everyday.. if there is anything happening.. as now im on holiday alrdy..
thats all ..

aiyo.. can u blieve this? the gal is still editing my blog.. wah.. i felt so bad now eh..
now is alrdy 5am liao lo.. omT~ thanx thanx thanx.. haa
getting bored now... so i took out my {letters} wch i got in sec school. can u imagine that.. digging my old stuff n read? recalling back.. haa.. memories can be sweet sometimes .. am i rite?
compared to last times.. haha.. i tink onli my skin changes laa.. {shakehead} jus came back frm sentosa.. getting darker n darker haa.. mayb nxt posting i shud upload my pics up here n show off my skin color man.. haha.. now poly life is getting busier each term.. but im still lingering around.. as if nth is happening . haa.. how i wish i lead a carefree life wif the gal i love.. wah shiok eh.. isnt that great, that might onli be a dream that wun come tru ba... aft i retain in sec 3.. i knew andreas n gang.. n we bocome best of the best frens.. BROTHERS. now wif a newly recruit member from NGEE ANN POLy..... SHAWN.. haha.. im single, like them ever since the time we know each other.. wah.. that was like 3 yrs la.. OMt~ isnt that long.. i tink it will be continuing till dunno when ba.. even thou .. now .. hmms.. nvm
i tink this introduction post is long enuff le ba.. haha..
see ya nxt time...

TO: U [ she know who SHE is]

hey gal.. thanx for ur great help in my blog ..
and here is a little compliment for u in my 1st blog of the month
thanx a million k...
thanx for ur effort
this gal whom im writing to spends about 45 mins hlping mi to do my blog
n the time is at 3.00 am
i reali appreciate it. { omT~.. im such a failure laa.. haha}
stay cheerfUl and SmilE AlwaYs