title: is this ?

is this my fate? why i cant owaYS get wad i wish for.. n wad i wanted.. hais. im confused im puzzled .. shud i continue.. ? she knows how i feel towards her.. and why sud this be the situation im facing now leh.. so fan la.. hahaa.. i cant even pass my exam.. thou i onli fail one.. i feel that im a failure liao leh.. i felt sad for both of my frens lor.. both become very EMO bcus of thier love ones... the world is changing la.. now gals r diff from the past n guys r diff from the past too..

hope my frens can get over it!!!!

title: today is the day!!!


i hv tink n struggle so long and finally made up my mind to make it today.. i hv lots of things to do for today.. its my sister wedding today.. sort of the offical one.. wahahaha... n other thing wch onli concerns mi i hv to clear.. make it or daunt it.. its all up to today.. i seriously dunno wad will be the outcome like. ofcus i hope it will be smooth lorx.. den i will be happy like hell. if fail.. hohohoho.. god bless mi den..

i dunno seh.. sth like got hope.. den sth like got nuts at all.. alamak la.. why leh? is this reeali that hard? i dun get it at all man.. the truth is i got no confidence la.. this is oways happening to mi la.. how can i overcome this? setbacks reali does affect mi much from the past .. i wanna get out of this .. anyone will be able to hlp mi? like one of my buddies. he loves a gal lots.. n he sacrifices alots for this gal.. in the end .. he got nth out of it.. ya i know.. there is no sacrifices in love. but i totally feel sorry n unworth for him.. till now he still cant get over it.. im wondering whats gal n hows gals are thinking nowadays. r they out to play or wad.. perhaps nt all gals r liddat.. pls show mi some hu r not !!!!!

title: can i?

i tinking im falling into it again.. true i say i wun... but i stil cant control myself . but i tink tis is only a one sided thing la.. im nt sure hows the oppssite is tinking.. now i onli can goon step by step lor.. ytd jus wnet out wif her.. the 1st time la.. din do much ting lor.. jus walk around n play pool lor.. had fun la.. thats for mi.. but i dunno did she hv fun.i jus know that she is very tired.. haha.. now my sis is married,. left onl mi n my bros.. getting one pple less.. hmms.. kinda bored.. i duno i can get on wif it ( get into a relationship). overall is a one sided thing.. aft so some set backs, im losing myslf away. reali i swear.. i nid sum1 to pull mi back!!! im waiting..


to: KELLY ( DOnalD) cum (piGGY)

haha.. i know u wun read my blog one.. so.. nvm.. jus a write for u luh k.. i can see that u r tired la ..thanx for accompanying mi lor.. sriously thanx alot ah.. den .. hope u hv fun uh..hmms.. tats all.. try to get more slp n EXCERISE MORE!!! hahaha

title: haning in the mid air

GOSH!!!!! AM i Doing experiencin it again? not again ba? omg la.. cannot leh.. i dun wan !!!!! i dun wan to be stuck leh.. how sia!!!! can sum1 tell mi ornt? hmms... its oways like tat .. later i misunderstand den gao lat man. but the reaction she gif, the words she say, the feel she gif mi.. all n all.. i seriously dunno.
i got the ugre everday to msg her.. tok to her.. but in the i control myself.. haha..
i knew tis is impossble to be happening la.. mi n her oso impossible de lor..
now i oso dunno wad i want lor.. i seriously dunno .. im still thinking is this something to go for.. or it is jus another poisonous temptation? haha.. frm the appearance, dun look like la.. but within it. keke.. i dunno lor..
i tink i shall wait n see how ba...

title: wads more?

wah piang.. lose money in blackjack.. sian leh
500 plus leh.. all my plans was spoiled la.. sian la.. hmms.. has been drinking n drinking lor.. reali lah,. turning into a nitelife person liao la.. slp in the day.. go out in the evening till next day. haha.. omg can .. lol.. like tht spend alot of money oso leh.. struggling wif my feeling leh.. very confuse la. hais.. hving low morale now le.. my surrounding is changing liao.. people i fac, places i go, things i face, i seriously dunno wad i want now, wad i want to do.. i spend my time aimlessly.. can sum1 save mi? i did sumtiing in the past .. i kind of neglect my brothers when i hv gf.. IM SORRY BROS!!! when i dwn.. thanx to them... reali.. i tink i WUN do it agian la.. i SUMPA man.. lol.. but dunno why ah.. sum pple lose money outside ah... come bros hus n win their money to cover his debt .. wtf is it.. i seriouslu cant tahan this kinda pple man.. eat shit la ..