title: today is the day!!!


i hv tink n struggle so long and finally made up my mind to make it today.. i hv lots of things to do for today.. its my sister wedding today.. sort of the offical one.. wahahaha... n other thing wch onli concerns mi i hv to clear.. make it or daunt it.. its all up to today.. i seriously dunno wad will be the outcome like. ofcus i hope it will be smooth lorx.. den i will be happy like hell. if fail.. hohohoho.. god bless mi den..

i dunno seh.. sth like got hope.. den sth like got nuts at all.. alamak la.. why leh? is this reeali that hard? i dun get it at all man.. the truth is i got no confidence la.. this is oways happening to mi la.. how can i overcome this? setbacks reali does affect mi much from the past .. i wanna get out of this .. anyone will be able to hlp mi? like one of my buddies. he loves a gal lots.. n he sacrifices alots for this gal.. in the end .. he got nth out of it.. ya i know.. there is no sacrifices in love. but i totally feel sorry n unworth for him.. till now he still cant get over it.. im wondering whats gal n hows gals are thinking nowadays. r they out to play or wad.. perhaps nt all gals r liddat.. pls show mi some hu r not !!!!!