title: why? AM ITHAT BAD?



dunno wad to say.. its quite disheartening n sad to hear that a parent actuali dislike mi so much... am i reali that loathsome? unpleasin to the eyes? why does he has so many bias against mi? ya.. i agree that i might be handsome.. but that doesnt counts all rite? no noe knows wad will happen in the future de ma,,, i dun wan my dear to quarell wif him over mi. that makes mi feel very sad u know.
this is the 1st of all times i heard a parent dislikes mi so much.. but he onli did see mi once .. n the period of time isnt long,, din even talk to mi b4,, he doesnt know mi well or shud jus dun even know mi.. hais.. im jus sad that the imrpession i gave
wasnt that well ba.. hais..

sudenly i felt that im worthless... so many bad points abt mi? im reali that bad? why doesnt any1 tell mi? but overall i still love yun han , my dear.. no matter wad.
i jus dun wan her to be sad n cry...