title: /?/?/?/

my dear is back.. n ofcus im happy.. dunno why i feel sth amiss . hais..
why am i feeling this way? my heart aches.. dunno for wad reason... n i feel lke crying.. i dunno how to describe how i feel? is it i tink too much le or wad?i reali dunno.. im reali stressed up alrdy.. wads is happenng to MI? tears now filled my eyes .. but i refuse to let it drop.. is it becus of my dear? or wad? i reali got no idea..
my family had probs alrdy.. im all confuse..

can someone let mi know the answer? due to overwhelming reponses.. i nid to carry on.. haha.. =p