Confession of truth and facts.



After considering for a while. i think i will do an english anf d chinese combo within an entry? so for my friends who read my blog and choose to read either english or chinese. Freedom to choose. just that a little bit of trouble. but thats fine! im so free and hv really nth better to do .

now i think this entry will be a quite a long one with some thickness of content to write.
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how i wish im in a la la land or fantasy land . w/o worry . w/o emotion so that i wont fall in love and hv the after effects of breaking up , loneliness for a some time then blah blah blah! and other than falling in love. i wont hv any misery cause by other stuff.. i wonder how will that kind of world be like? hmmm???

its has been almost 3 years being single.. different pple will hv different thoughts of being single. but for me .. ITS VERY VERY VERY boring. ya i know there is friends. but what wil happen if ur close friends all are attached. who will have the time to bother u? its a fact that al my friends are like damn busy with their own stuff.. no time !!! so i only can rot and rot.. nth much to do. other than that,, hmm.. nobdy to confide to . kinda sad actually. have to suffer alone. im lost in the my blank world. struggling . sometimes pple say ya. single is good, freedom and stuff.. no fighting no nth... is that the way u are thinking? being single there is too much freedom that lead to boredom! fighting the one u love is kind of fun if u look at it on the other angle.. an angle which u wont be able u know when u r in relationship. try to think back. hee. i may sound stupid but ya thats what i felt. trying to find one relationship. but cant. perhaps time isnt ripe yet. or i shall be single for another 10yrs? haha. i hope not .!!!! if not i will bbe bored to death@@

all the long i hv been telling pple lie . ahha. so now i hv a confession to make. when pple ask me who i like or sth. i would deny or ssay no i dont like anyone . i immune to this kind of thing and stuff. but the fact is i do think i like someone . quite some time already. i just hv been trying to run away. not to admit that i actually like someone. cuz i think there will be no result in the end . hmmm. i think im not the guy for her. i dont think she got the chemistry towards me . i know pple will ask me try. but no thnks . i rather like her in this way and mayb carry on not letting her know.. so that we can still be friends.. n hang out sometimes. yea.. there isnt much happening between me her. so ya.. this is one way traffic kind of thing.



真情的告白


好吧！我已用了英文来苏诉说了一些事。那么我现在就长话短说吧。
我觉得做认真得很累，用许多事要去面对。不管是好的坏得都要自己一个人来面对。
所以我觉得单身真得很孤单，想找人诉说心事都难。 又是一对情人吵架，我觉得还蛮有趣的。
这样是另类互动来了解对方的方法。人也不会觉得那么闷。

其实我一直都有喜欢的人，我只是不敢去面对这事实。因为我觉得这段恋情根本不会发生。我陵园暗恋她，好过向她告白，这可能会让她躲避我，那时可就糟糕了。更何况这事我单方面的喜欢。就让它就这样下去吧！