why?

my blog is rotting alrdy la.. haha.. so long nv update.. anyway, there will be no one visiting it oso la.. im so so damn busy this few weeks lor.. hais.. n i oso dunno wad to update in here. no mood for all this thing leh.. got this fren of mine suddenly confessed to mi n say that she llikes mi since sec school. i was like huH? wTH!! after so long den u tell mi? but i wasnt happy when i heard tat.. i was so stress abt it can.. i reali dunno wad to tell her la.. i dun like to hurt pple esp gals lor.. i rather im the one get hurt wch oways happen. haha.. i say " wah lao.. this time die liao la.." haha.. n out of the blue she reali take mi as her bf.. n ask mi go fetch her n stuff.. n go see her parents?? i was like WTF.. the 1st converstion on fone we had aft 4 yrs u act like tt.. it was damn scary la.. i wanna to test out but.. i reali cant accpet as her character n other things real clash wif mi .. i dun wanna gif her fasle hope. i reali dunno wad to say to her.. i was struggling la.. at that moment of time till now.. n even b4 that conversation.. someone had stolen my heart.. but the sad thing is she dun even knows la.. even she knows.. i tink the outcome is i dun get her.. i oways gif out sth wch i dun get back any return.. i mean as in like the person i like or love doesnt knows it or even dun even apprecaite it.. wad i get is nth i dun wan .. wad a f u life can.. tink last time i had did sth wrong to a gal ba.. she was like so gd n good character. i dunno wad was i tinking at the point of time n age.. mayb i was young.. i now regretted it.. i wanted the gal to know.. that time i didnt bluff u.. and that time i reali do like u.. but everything is too late now .. hope things will turn out the best for u n for mi..